Polaris Fantasy

I'm back

2010-10-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

It's been a long while i didnt update my blog
Simply because i am busy in school!
Assignments, tests, practicals, reports, etc

Every week there is something to hand in
Leading a busy life
and no shopping! no playing! no watching dramas! no kbox! almost no fencing!

jus nw i have my test and practical
almost want to cry for my practical
sianz
maybe i really can't visualise well
no imagination
I do really hope that this practical part won't pull down my GPA
All i ask for is a B
yes, a B please

Love the British accent even more
after watching the billy elliot for my essay (i still havent finished!)
identify motivational theories
but i find myself learning those words like F*ck off most of the time

i got to hang on...

Waiting

2010-07-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog.
I just got back from hk.
At first i wasn't happy about the accommodation.
But I tried not to throw my tantrums cos I know the organiser didn't know their 4 stars standard is like that.
Anyway, we got it over and were happy to stay in that hotel as it was cosy and the bonds between the group became closer.

Hk is really Hk...
I mean what you watch in Hk drama is the same as when you experience yourself in hk.
The street...the signboard is everywhere... yau mai tei. mongkok.
i saw their policemen also. haha. so hk!

OMG. The dim sum there is super nice!
I love their coffee house. No Service charge. No GST. The food is super nice.
I love the cha siew su, har gau, siu mai, lou mai gai, etc
We went back twice to the same coffee house. Super nice!

We went to ocean park on second day of our trip.
We super suay. Keep on raining and raining.
We only got to play 3 rides. Wasted~
But i get to see the pandas! So cute!
Then saw alot of AT.
Last time i really pity u all. But what you all did make me realise that i shouldn't pity u all.

Weather in Hk is really sux.
Flooding somemore... We couldn't even shop
Other days is like super hot.
End up I didn't buy alot of clothes like what I did in bangkok.
Wasted.
I went to Macau also.
For their famous portuguese egg tarts and almond cookies.
super nice.

I was worried these few weeks. Always dream about the outcome.
Yes? or No?
I dreamt both outcomes. OMG. I'm really worried.
Because you like hanging nowhere. You either belong to here or there.
I mean I am like middle of nowhere.
I don't know if i can get the answer by this week.
But I do really hope is a YES. I always pray for a YES.
Please say YES.

Vesak Day + Suede

2010-05-28T13:12:00.004+08:00

Today i went to pray in the temple and as usual, always alot of people.

I heard from my friends that results are out today.
But not very sure whether is it true or not
Damn scared...
Hope that i can pass this semester!

Anyway, ytd night heard from my friend about Suede news!
THEY ARE BACK! =)
They got back together again! Brett Anderson, Simon Gilbert, Mat Osman, Richard Oakes and my fav Neil Codling! OMG
They aldy performed in Royal Albert Hall TCT on 24/03/2010!
cool!
THey will be performing at Manchester as well as in Denmark.
Singing their single hit songs!
But i no $ to fly to london to watch their performance. Consider that i am really broke this month!
But if they come to Singapore, i sure go buy ticket and watch their concert!
I do really hope they will come out with new album or something.
My prayers are finally answered! LOL

OMG! I finally saw how Neil Codling looks like in 2010!
Thanks to Suede's fans. I saw the pictures. He didn't change much.
In fact he still look so young, shuai and cute! Consider that he is now 40+ years old!
Can't believe it!

Other members of Suede look more older now.

Back to Normal

2010-05-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

These few weeks been slacking around. I felt very guilty!
I swear that next week i shall do something meaningful.
Been talking to yk on phone ytd.
Seeking her for help.

Sometimes i know it maybe cruel.
But you have say things out very clearly so that you won't hurt that person.
Now i realise it is hard to do something bad
But not really bad.
Just to minimise any misunderstandings.
I don't like those ppl who are egoistic.
They thought they know you. But in fact they don't really know you.
I guess there is no chemistry.
Hope everything can back to normal.
Back to where we begin.

Play, Eat, Shop, Sing, Watch

2010-04-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

Finally exams over!
I'm so happy =)
This semester really a hectic
Can't imagine the next sem... =O
Today genetics paper is do-able
But too do-able means hard to get a good grade

The first linkage question.
I stoned there for 10 minutes.
I was really panicked.
Then i tot that the rest of the questions no hope
Since the first question already set the idea that "it is a difficult paper"
But after when i encountered the other part of the question
A sudden bell rang in my head. Ok... I know what to do. Heng arh~

I always got this phobia about that drosophila's question.
When crossing the male gives no recombinants (wth, why make life so difficult?)
Ha, somemore the cu and ss genes. Not like normal AAbb genotypes in Mendel's Law.
Hmm.. i shall not digress further.
This is wat i encountered when preparing for the exams
Endosed myself with coffee (coffee is my best friend, btw!)
Keep myself awake.
munching on redcurrent puffs, digestive biscuits, sweets...--> fattening!

Now what am i going to do this holiday:
Exercise
Cook
Bake
Shop
Watch
Eat
Sing

Jus now after the exams... I went out with my friends to "celebrate" eating at seou;'s garden. The food really standard not there. Before we went there, funny thing was:
When we alight at orchard station, we tapped our card and none of us kn which exit to go to taka (though there is 5 of us). Ha, really funny. We all so blurred, like tourists just arrive in singapore.
This shows that we really long time nvr go town...Spend our time in school.
School --> Home
Home --> School
Repeating* Repeating*
But in the end we still managed to find our way through!

Been searching for the affirmation album just now. But couldn't find =(

Ok, i shall relax, enjoy, and make full use of my holiday!

Exams

2010-04-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

Exams! Is next week! 3 papers!
I'm really scared!
Cell structure and function
Current Genetics
Food and Society

Wa... Damn scared lah
Next two weeks shall mug hard

STUDY STUDY STUDY

School days

2010-03-05T19:07:00.002+08:00

Long time i didn't update my blog
Lucky i still remember my username and password. LOL
This semester is really hectic
So many bloody assignments need to do
Make me cough up alot of blood >_<*
Genetics... suppose i already study in poly
now seem like a stranger to me.
Haiz. I never know that they REALLY WENT IN TOO DEEP!
The lecturer... always talk so fast. She always in a hurry
And always assume we understand... (You shouldn't assume btw!)

I really want to complain here. Voice out my discontentment in this sem.
Stupid essays and reports! So many presentations!!!
How many of them you want me to do? I'm sick and tired of it!
Miss my lecturers and modules last semester. -.-
Ok, now my safe assignment is 51%! WTH I got put reference ok? Stupid system. So dumb

Next week got two tests.. haiz. I'm so scared for my genetics!

This semester also make me never go for fencing.. i want to go... but stupid assignments...haiz

Hope May will come soon.

bangkok

2010-01-04T22:14:00.001+08:00

Flying to bangkok tmr.
Quite excited. haha
Shopping Shopping. Shopping.
Be back on friday!
=)

unexpected

2010-01-01T14:35:00.002+08:00

today is a new year---2010

ytd i jus knew something.
i was dumbfounded when i heard it.
i dont kn how he or she can cope all these years.
i felt we are different from them.
more like nt related.
why did they do that?
WTH
seriously i really want to know what really happened.
never expected that this will happen.

Results

2009-12-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

Ytd i was having dim sum buffet with my FCS classmates at dragon gate.
We ate alot of dim sum...actually ate alot of prawns. Feel like vomiting*
haha. but the xiaolong bao don't have soup inside. I think ding tai feng has the best xiaolong bao!

After that we went to daiso to shop
then saw ms chin. So shocked! but she didn't seem to be shocked after seeing us.
while we browsing, kenneth called and told me the results are out! i was freaking nervous at that time. The actual day of the results releasing is on 24 dec. Now they put forward the date. Quite weird.

Then we got no mood to shop also.
so i went back home in the evening.
Took a shower and dinner but still didn't have the courage to switch on my laptop to view the results.
after calming myself, i decided to look at my results. No point waiting till xmas's eve to see anyway.
I was relieved i passed all my modules.
thank god i got b for my biodiversity.
quite disappointed for my fcs modules.
but quite shocked i did quite ok for my psychology.

Now i no need to worry for anything. Jus enjoy my rest of the days before school starts =)

Cute video

2009-12-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

I found this video on youtube. The cat damn cute!

It is a scottish fold cat and if i got the chance, i will keep it as a pet!

Today i watched the hk drama 'gong xin ji'. Not bad. watch how they backstabbed other people. i couldn't imagine if i live in this kind of era.

This december i going to be broke! So many people birthday this month.
haha...somemore my com reformatted. buy those drives spent alot of $
i don't know if i am going to thailand. =/

GESL ONE DAY CAMP

2009-12-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

Today i woke at 6am
So early! i was really sleepy at that time.
But i pulled myself out of the bed

I was in the food community, so wasn't really tired.
primary school kids are really hyperactive.
Some even carry iphone! I don't even have one!
Generation Z is really different from us!
They don't eat those lee thong biscuits and apollo.
Their generation eat famous amous biscuits.
Could you imagine?
One generation is better than the next!

I was really surprised pri sch kids know abt lady gaga, mj, ris low stuff.

But still, some of them are cute.
I guess i have made the right path. =)

The games community ppl really done a nice job.
Eveything went smoothly and everyone is cooperative even though we jus met up with each other only for a few meetings and couldn't even remember each other's names!

i find "auntie" very hilarious and i laugh when "auntie" said smth really stupid and silly.
But everyone has a good laugh about it.
Not many ppl will be so independent and meticulous.
But also very sarcastic! haha

Now they organising the thailand trip on early jan
I feel like going.
But will my parents allow me to do so?

Hmm... results are out on Christmas eve. AKA my sis's birthday.
I jus hope that i could pass for all modules.

funny questions

2009-12-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

ytd i was on the phone with yk and she shares some funny encounters with the customers.
since she did not have the time to post it up on her blog, i shall help her. haha
The first dumb question that customers ask:

#1 Why your shop did not sell this?

This question is really challenging for her to answer. haha.

#2 How come this company doesn't sell this item? Can't be wat.

Haha. wat u want the sales assistant to answer?

she told me alot of weird and challenging questions that the customers ask. Hmm. i can't remember much also. haha
Service line really face alot of different people.
Really tough for people working in this line.

Today went out with my sis. haha she taking leave to study jap test. In the end we were shopping at cwp. haha.

Sometimes it will be good to do things fast. Don't do things so last minute then everyone will be lagged behind. Can't tahan such people. -.-

Expensive

2009-12-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

Just now i was browsing the ebay website for suede's items
i saw the autograph coming up album. -> S$50+ excluding the shipping fee
Quite expensive! I have the album but without the autograph.
So a bit redundant to buy.
I wonder if i could sell click5 (autograph album) also at the same price? haha
I won't! Their autograph is priceless!
haha
Then i looked at the suede's poster.
Hmm.. some looks really nice. Got the band's poster. Some is brett anderson alone.
But all from overseas. No local. Expensive also.. The one i find it nice costs about $20 plus somemore from the magazine one. I felt that it is not worth to buy =(
Then other one also nice. (lucky not from magazine!)...quite ex also.. $30 excluding shipping fees. If got autographs, then i will buy. Haha

As for the shirt. Not nice.
Got the "we're the pigs" t-shirt. Not nice also
Then the "suede" print on the shirt. Guess how much? US30 dollars.
Again.. so ex!
then got the drowners shirt also.
Not so nice..
Haiz. =(

tomorrow need to go back sch for gesl meeting.
really lazy to go school.
Then next thur will be the one-day camp. Hopefully can clear gesl real soon!

Outing

2009-12-01T21:30:00.003+08:00

Last fri went our with my poly friends aka clique 8 (reminds me of click5, haha). Hardly can recognise kenneth.
So funny when saw them (brendan, ben, jerome, kenneth) botak.
Quite awhile never see dawn and jw also.
We went out to eat and chill at tcc. (always end up at cafe instead of pub! lol)

Last saturday when out with my sis and bro-in-law.
haha. i always the big light bulb. But they don't mind me being there.
We went to eat buffet. The handmade noodles, seafood and cakes damn nice.
But i eat too much almost want to vomit.
However, it is worth to eat there. (too ex though!)

Sometimes people change like you hardly can recognise is them.
i don't know what is on your mind.

These few days been watching hk dramas
almost watch finish one drama.
I also watch chickflick movies...
Enjoying life now. =)

Neil codling

2009-11-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

I found a video about Neil Codling

In this video,
he likes to make alot of funny faces! but still so shuai!
He smokes, but he looks like a teenager smoking.
He suits any kinds of hairstyles! Still look so cute!
He plays gameboy! haha. Like a kid.
i'm soooooooo obsessed with him!
But i didnt deny that! lol

i didnt know that alot of people still a huge fan of suede.
But thanks to them, saw quite alot of their past videos.
If i was born seven years earlier, i would have gone to see their concert
I think it is worthwhile to see their concert.

scrapbooking

2009-11-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

today i went back to school do scrapbooking.
quite fun. paste alot of things here and there.
we spent around 3hours?
it is nice to make these things to somebody.

then after that we (me, amanda, amirah) met up with seb and yasmin for dinner at indonesian restaurant.
the food there is nice. cheap also.. 10 bucks per person
then after that we shop around

Hope amanda send us the pictures soon! (+ at the raffles musuem).

Now i spending my time watching hk drama.
then do scrapbooking, planning to sing k, shopping, cooking...

2months

2009-11-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

I just had finished my exams!
After that 3 days!
Yesterday me and my friends were really looked like zombies.
dark circles around our eyes.
i broke my record of sleeping only for 2 hours one day!
haha. keep on drinking coffee to stay awake
staring at the thick microbiology notes i almost fainted
all the papers were ok. just that biodiversity paper i do really hope for a pass!

long time didnt go shopping, listen to pop music, watch videos. Now i shall spend my holiday time doing that!
today i went to the new city square mall. Practically that is the place for eating. Not much to shop.

so how am i going to spend my holiday?
shopping, cooking, slacking, cleaning up my room...

experience makes someone be wiser

Thanks

2009-09-24T21:38:00.002+08:00

Special Thanks to my family, friends (yk, dawn, jw, meesim, joy, sherin, chris, qz, qj, xs and those nie friends.
Officially i am 20 years old. Quite sad older one year liao.. haha.
Anyway...
Thanks u guys for those best wishes.
Esp Hunky bf. LOL... =)

Tired

2009-08-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

Getting more and more "exciting" in school life!
We learnt to make tomato and cream pasta
And also chocolava cake! So nice to eat! =)
I shall master the skills and bake it at home. haha

More and more assigments coming up!
Stress!

Watched the movie "the proposal" with dawn, jw, ben, brendan.
Really a nice show to watch! two thumbs up!

Uni life

2009-08-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

So fast tmr is Monday!
How is my life in NIE?
I shall say is t-i-r-i-n-g!

First day i carried a map around. Trying to find where is my classroom.
Fight with other people to get into the bus (both going school and home)!
Tiring!
Then making friends also tiring! Because i don't have a class and everybody timetable is totally different, so i have to keep on making new friends for every module. Tiring!
Worse till, i forgot their names! Tiring!

All the doc are in PDF format! I prefer PPT!

Now i begin to think back i should have treasure my life in SP!
Haha...
Need to buy textbooks for almost all the modules! Tiring!
The canteen is always flooded with people during peak hours!

Haha. i shall stop complaining.
hope for the best tomorrow =)

So fast

2009-08-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was national day. We were having bbq at my grandma's hse.
Have alot of chicken wings, fishballs, prawns, sotongs, etc.
I guess i have put on some weight.

Today is my last slacking day.
Now i feel rather tense up and nervous.
Have to make new friends. That is really hard.
Lots of notes need to print.
I got to bother my sis again! Haha.

Meet up!

2009-08-07T23:30:00.004+08:00

Ytd met up with mee sim and joycelyn! Long time the 3 of us didn't meet up!
We went to swensen for a dinner.

It is really the most memorable day for us!
Haha.. We chat until almost 12 am and we didn't realise it!
OMG!
haha.. really chat alot!
that means the 3 of us need to hang out more often to avoid same history to happen again? =)

To WDL 4A:
Me and violetin organising a 4A class gathering (dinner) with Mr tan pin yong and Mdm May phua next friday. The time and venue is not confirmed yet.

Today went to freshmen welcome orientation with jesslyn. We were with the business school so we have no idea who is from the NIE. hahaha. It is very important you know. Haha. So we didn't get to mingle around with the strangers. We got a bag of goodies bag... not too bad. GOt a planner, jacket, thumbdrive, etc. We are really a typical singaporean man! What me and jesslyn did... haha
Then after that we had lunch at nie canteen. Not too bad the western food.

AFter that met up with dawn at orchard ion. Shopping around...Went to far east then to bugis to find jw but then she worked in T1. Then we went to the muji store and i saw a top and skirt really nice! But the price is also nice lo! Haha.. really tempted to buy... I think i will buy the skirt some other day. So i shall give up the top. haha. After that we went to the hawker centre to have our dinner.

Don't keep me in suspense! I need to break the case! haha

nightmare

2009-08-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

What a nightmare!
I dreamt i was late for my first day in school.
Maybe i was too nervous to start sch (next tue! OMG).
I dream that my classmates were shakina, violetin...the rest were strangers. lol.
Maybe i miss them too much. haha

I just started facebook ytd.
Mee sim was guiding me along. haha
Keep on trying the quizzes.
One of the quizzes i tried: What is the first letter of your soulmate?
Ans: J
haha. I shall see that in the future.

Then ytd i went to learn cycling. Haha. Yes, i don't kn how to cycle.
I have yet to master the balancing technique.
Shall try again this week.
Then after that, we went off for dinner at the yun nan restaurant at NTU alumni for a reunion dinner.
Beijing's roasted duck yum yum!

Saturday went out with dawn and jw to bugis.

Saw the fireworks during the NDP 09 rehearsal.

Don't burn the bridge, because you might be standing on it.

Thursday

2009-07-30T21:11:00.003+08:00

The registration day was really confusing!
Luckily i called up jesslyn for help.
And finally i successfully registered the courses!
Seriously, i think conducting an orientation briefing is much more easier than online orientatioN!
And also, with no orientation, how are we supposed to join the cca if we wish to have one?

Today i went out with yk. First i met her at admiraty. I am really blur! Stand at the front 3rd door instead of back door. Haha. Then i accompanied her to driving centre. Saw alot of trainees learning driving. Do i have the interest to learn driving now? Hmm.. probably not now.

Then we went to amk hub. Shopping around... but didn't buy anything. Should have went to town.. hahahahhaa. This is probably the last shopping day with her. cause next week she is going to work! But do hope can meet her up on her off day!
So we went back to cwp to shop. THere is new cotton on shop opened at cwp! i didnt buy any clothes. I saw a shirt that is pretty nice. but 29.95 bucks, to me too ex. She bought a top and she was very happy. Haha =)

Then we just walked around cwp. Then we saw the cd shop. I found my knight show and she found the hana kimi show. We bought the dvds happily. hahaha.
Oh ya...Absolute boyfriend has a "special 2hrs show" which channel U did not show. it is about knight coming back to life. But then... the ending made me cry even more than the last epi. Knight "killed" himself so to let Rikko and manager together. Sad right? Knight knew that one day she is going to be old and die and he will continue to live on and "programmed" to love her only. Haiz. What a sad ending!
I would rather they didn't make this special show. Haiz. haha.

I AM SO OBSESSED WITH KNIGHT!
&
I CONFESSED!
HAHA =)

Tuesday

2009-07-29T00:05:00.002+08:00

Ytd went with the poly frenz to go prawning.
Quite fun though.
Manage to catch quite a no. of prawns.
It is quite nice to eat the prawns so fresh!
then went to eat dinner at northpoint.

Tomorrow is my important day!
Have to wake up early to register my subjects!
I have decided to choose F & CS as my major and Biology as my minor.
Hopefully everything went smoothly!

Expensive shopping

2009-07-24T21:22:00.007+08:00

Two days back i went with yk for shopping @ orchard.
Initially we went to wisma and i bought one top and one dress. She bought one dress.
Then we went to the newly opened Ion orchard. This place is really big, vibrant and most of the shops have already opened. So it will a new shopping paradise for alot of shoppers!

After that we went to taka and wheelock place in search of my running shoes.
We went at nike shop and browsing around. The sales assistant was very friendly to introduce us the new lunarlite running shoes. This model got three colours, 1)orange-white; 2) purple; 3) blue. He told us this shoes is very comfortable, ideal shoes for jogging, running long distance and for outdoor or indoor activities. And also the price... is not cheap. A good Quality for the price. These few days i been struggling whether to buy a nice-looking training shoes or not-so okay looking running shoes. Training shoes is attractive in appearance but if u use it for running, it is going to tear off soon as it is only designed for gym use. On the other hand of running shoes, it is more ex than training shoes but can be used for running and gym.

So at that time i was pondering over the decision whether i should buy training shoes or running shoes. All of sudden, yk was seemed to be interested in the lunarlite shoes and prompted me and said, "if i buy, u also buy la".

The Lunalite shoes.

Haha... after she said that, without second thought, i decided to buy the shoes.
haha... But me and she were happy to buy this shoes without any regrets. After all, a good shoes means u can use it for the next 5 to 10 years?
THen we were thinking how are we supposed to tell our parent if they saw these shoes. For me, i need not to worry because my parent went to macau so they wont be seeing me carrying the shoes back home. As for yk, she was prepared to tell the truth to her about the price of the shoes. Haha... i think she is really an honest girl. If one day my mum saw the shoes, and she enquired me about the price, perhaps perhaps perhaps... maybe i will jus say the price lowered than the original price by $50? Haha.

After we bought the shoes, we seemed to be not interested in shopping anymore and became restless. Because our pocket just got a big hole! So we couldn't afford to buy anymore things. So we just walked around and took train went back home.

To speak frankly, i think this shoes is the most expensive thing i ever bought in my whole 19++ years life. LOL...

Blog

2009-07-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

Long time never blog. haha. I really lazy.
Hmm.. I went to make my PS card yesterday with jesslyn. Then i hurried back home before my parent going off to the airport. They going to Macau. Again, left me and my bro at home. Haiz. But is okay.

Recently i managed to contact with joycelyn. Long time never see her. She is in acapella. So cool! She going to have a competition at the end of the month. So she only free on aug. Can't wait to meet up with her and mee sim!

So sad! Absolute boyfriend going to end this week! Knight really so charrrrrrmmmmming! I forgot what his real name. But anyway, this show is really nice! I really think Rikko will end up with her manager. Cos in reality it is impossible to be with the robot. But i do hope rikko and knight together.

Now i have been listening to old love songs. E.g. Savage garden, celine dion, whitney houston, boys II men, lonestar, ben E. king, etc. So niceeeeee to listen. Sometimes i wonder why i not born 10 years before?

Tomorrow meeting up with yk. So long nvr meet her. haha.
I still puzzled over whether running vs x-training shoes.
Which one should i choose?

Officially i am free

2009-07-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

Officially, I am free NOW. THe past few days i've been counting down the no. of days i left at m n s. (my colleagues did that too). But yesterday i stared at the angmohs poster in the fitting room made me feel a bit sad. Haha, not because i can't bear to leave them. But jus remembering the days i spent at there. The days where i need to endure unreasonable customers, managers(sometimes), watever stuff. Esp my first day. So CLUMSY.

You know wat, yesterday i was so stunned that i heard a v. shocking news. I never ever thought that it was him that being caught red-handed for abusing the "line void" function and stole the $. What a pity! He worked for so many years and nominated for the award. And now.. it's all gone. Before i knew it was him, i thought he was on leave or something. Although he is abit childish and ah beng abit, but he did help and teach me to do some stuff.

I really grateful and thankful for those seniors (stella, wati, pek hoon, serene, irene, sue, shuting, zuradiah that guiding me along. And i get to know some filipinos friends like cherry, melody, anna, emerld, princess, johana. It is really great to know you guys. Now i know retail work is really not that easy!

Ok... today first day at home. oh man. BORING! Woke up in the afternoon. then eat lunch watch tv tidy up my room. Then...

Really got nth to do. BORING!
Man, i aldy used to do the duties in m n s and always been busy
and out of sudden nothing for me to do..
i really not used to it..

But sooner or later i will be used to this.

On tv

2009-06-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

Today is my off day. My mum woke me up all of a sudden to tell me a BIG NEWS! I can't believe what she had told me and i was still abit blur. Hurriedly, i dressed up and we went out. When we reached there, i then realised i forgot to bring the camera and my mum was really nervous. Haha. I can understand how she feels.

Her first time appearance on the tv. Will be always memorable in her life.

6 more days in M n S! Woohoo!
& 6 more days to shopping days!Slacking days! =D

Shopping!

2009-06-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog. Been so busy working. This week i off two days! So happy. Ytd went out with dawn and jw go vivo shopping. We went to the mango shop and each of us bought a top. So happy. hehe. after that we went to go topshop, pull and bear and forever 21! I bought a dress. The price is rather affordable.

today i went for check-up at raffles hospital. Met up with jesslyn. We so shocked to see so many people over there. We got our number and settled down. We saw some of the people came out of the room after doing their blood test. I almost freaked out cos i wasn't mentally prepared to draw out my blood from the veins! but thank god that we no need to take the blood test. Just some simple physical examination, check eyesight, height and weight, x-ray and urine tests. the whole check-up took about two hours to finish. after that i met up with dawn and jw at topshop. supposingly i was meeting with yk. but she needs to babysit her cousins. we went to walk around and settled our lunch at jack's place. the chicken cutlet not bad jus that it's a bit too oily. jw went off for an important date and then left me and dawn shop around bugis street. Seriously, it's been a decade that i didn't go to bugis street! i didn't buy anything and dawn bought two clothes. So sianz tmr need to work!=(

Left 11 more days at m n s. Haha. Now i already started to count down. After the last day of my work, i will resume my routine to go shopping, watch tv, watch shows, regular blogging? hahaha. at my workplace there is a guy almost freaked me out. keep on saying something weird that i almost wanted to whack him (thinking only, but i didn't do it). If he is neil codling, i don't mind lo. Haha. Ya, i am dreaming.

I shall end my entry here.

The working days

2009-05-14T19:43:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog. I've been busy at work.
Working in retail is rather a new experience for me.

Last Thurday:
It's my first day of work. The senior colleagues are rather friendly at my department. Just my luck when i walked to the monster dept to pass smth to them. AND also a snobbish angmoh customer. She thinks she is the most busiest person in the world. No manners. Rude. Arrogant. Demanding. She is the worst customer i have ever seen so far. Gives her hell. However, some of the angmoh customers i met are very friendly and well-mannered. So she is the so called the "black sheep".

Very blur on the first day. Especially doing replenishment. OMG> The place is so big. Finding an item really very hard for me. Cashiering is another hell. SO many types of credit cards! VOUCHERS! NETS! Hell.

Last Friday:
Somewhat familiarise with the place. Met some very friendly seniors. I learnt quite alot from them. The way they speak to customer, the tone; the body language; speech is really professional. I finally saw the supervisor. SHe is pregnant. But she works very fast and friendly (no wonder she is the supervisor! not like other senior; don't kn why she wants to put fake eyelashes! isn't that too heavy for eyes?)I have yet to saw the manager yet. His name is steven xxx. "Steven", this name i think this guy must be quite good-looking; maybe the age around 30 plus?

Last saturday:
It was Vesak Day. That day need to work, so in the morning i went out with my family to pray. Usually we went in the afternoon, but becos i have to work in the afternoon shift so no choice. A lot of people went there, lucky i made it on time to go work.
Omg. I have encountered a foreign currency- brunei. hahaha. But lucky for me, ths SGD dollars and brunei is 1-1, so hahaha no problem for me. The brunei customer really very rich, one hand LV bag the other hand AX. Spend over 500 bucks on purchase.

Last sunday:
As compared to sat, that day not so many people. Ok. It really proves me wrong that not all "steven" is good-looking. Finally saw him, erm around the same height as me or even shorter than me?! I love reading jeffery archer's books. Loves his short stories. esp a story he wrote where a guy tried to murder his wife when he found out his wife trying to divorce with him to get his half of the assets. What he does was he went on a holiday with his wife, and he swopped the evian water to tap water (the water is not clean, if drank, will get a siberian disease!) for his wife to consume. After his wife has drunk alot of the 'unclean water', she got terribly sick and he was reluctant to send his wife to see a doctor. But what he didn't expect was, he was also died in the bed with his wife as he didn't know that the disease was contagious. Rotten luck for him!

Ytd i was assigned to fitting room duty. I stared at the fitting room doors. There are 5 fitting rooms in total. The pics on the doors are two angmoh guys, with different poses and i stared with admiration. hahahahhahahaa...so charming!
Look at it thousand times i think won't be bored lo. hehe. Becos i can't bring my hp to the selling floor, or else i will take the pics and post it on the blog! You must be wondering why shouldn't it be a lady's pics since it is a ladies fitting room? I also don't know why. But benefit for me. hehe.

Oh ya, and the music in the store. really sucks. everyday the same cd same songs...classic and so country. I know it is inappropriate to have hip-hop those yo-yo songs, but at least don't everyday play the same songs over and over again? WHy not have some lilly allen, james morrison, suede and oasis songs as well?

Today i went for the briefing for the moe. A girl sat beside me and so coincident, she is also from sp doing accountancy. She is going to teach primary school and she wish me luck going to sec sch to teach. After that i met with ah yao. Long time didnt see her. She is doing well for the driving lessons, and i acc her to j8 to buy her formal wear for a job interview. But end up she didnt buy anyth... it was her second interview, but to me, jus wear wat u wore on the first interview plus a cardigan (of cos they mus match well!) is good enough!

It

2009-05-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

Ytd chat on phone with ah yao for 3 and half hours. We chat until 3 am then put down the phone. Haha, long time didn't chat with her. As usual, we always chat about what's going on, gossips, tv shows, etc. She is now learning driving lesson. She drives on the road and learn those basic turn right left, up a slope, off-fliter stuff like that. Sounds exciting. At this moment, i don't have the urge to learn driving. Maybe i will learn driving in the future.

Before chatting with her on the phone, i watched cha 5 "just my luck" movie starring lindsay lohan. Nice movie, really hilarious when she scratched a lottery card after she kissed a guy. If she wins, that means her luck is back. Really a nice chick-flick movie.

I have collected the graduation attire with jw and chris last monday. My dad and sis tried it on too and took a picture. LOL... Really funny.

Past few days i wasn't feeling well but thank god that i was fine during the training day. Or else i will end up losing the job! The training, was rather fun, i have learnt alot of things when comes to serving people and what should say and what shouldn't say. I got to know some new friends, but the places we posted to are all different! Only a few of the trainees same place with me. Sad thing to say, i don't know them! But anyway, we are in different departments so is still okay.

Now i studying for the next week test! Must get at least 90% to pass the test. Hopefully i can pass. GOing to start work next week! I'm so anxious!

Finally! I have recieved the letter! So happy. Still need to go for medical check up. The worst thing is, it clashes with my test date. "marvellous". I have already sent an email to appeal to reschedule the appointment. Hopefully they approve it.

Terribly HOT!

2009-04-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

THe weather for these few days really hot!
Not only during the daytime but also in the night!
Lucky someone invented air-con.

Yesterday meet up with jw, dawn and chris for dinner @ city hall.
Haha, long time never see them.
We have dinner at a jap restaurant. I ordered a grilled chicken omelette rice.
Really nice. Two thumbs up!

Grab from Dawn's blog:

Thanks chris for your shandong's souvenir.
hahaha. the beer peanut not bad. After i ate it, i really feel like sleeping. Don't know izzit i'm drunk? LOL...

I finally got a job! Big thanks to my sis and wl.
I'm so blessed to have such a good sister. hahahahaha.
I sure will treat you!
Oh ya, and also the interviewer! Haha. Thanks for giving me the job.
But i still need to attend for a training session and pass a test.
But heard the test is simple. Just need to be attentive during the training.
I still remember so many people (around 50) went there for interview! Seriously, i am not joking. THe moment i stepped into the room, saw so many people queueing up, filling up the form. Inside the room there is interview room, where other applicants sitting there waiting to be interviewed. THat moment, i already feel like giving up. But thinking of you accompany me, i tell myself not to waste your trip.

But another thing to conclude from here.
The economy is really really bad that so many people are applying for this job!

Congrats to qz got into NTU.
Be grateful u got get in, ok? haha.
Me now still waiting NIE want me or not lo.
Now i really have mixed feelings. Thinking of my future.

Qns: What can i do?

Ans: Just have to wait lo!

It Just Not MY LUCK!

2009-04-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

today went out with my sis and her husband
to tampines 1.
I regret to go there.
Flooded with people! Very sianz. I hardly can move!
New shopping mall just opened ytd.
I thought can go there shop
In the end, so many ppl really spoilt my mood.
It is really worse than bugis street (in weekends)!
So we walked less than 30 minutes, and went out of the mall.
Worse still, we spent most of the time there struggling how to get out of the mall!
Raining somemore, more jialat.

So we went to tampines mall and century square.
Not alot of people there. I guess most of the ppl went to T1.
We have lunch at billy bombers. (of course they treat me. hehe)
Then not much thing to shop also.. so went to parkway parade
On the way we by-passed east coast park. the parking lots were mostly occupied and i guessed alot of ppl having chalet (fri to sun).

Then it's really not my LUCK!
We went to dorothy pekins, and saw there is LIMITED SALE $39 section.
So my sis and I of course will grab the opportunity to see any "good stuff"
i saw a black dress really nice!!! But don't have my size! damn sad~ left with size 12, 14, 18)
then she really lucky siah. got her size for the other dress with a belt (this dress also really nice!) and a shirt (no comments)
Then she "blame" me for making her to spend so much $. Diao~
SHe really funny, said "I'm now $78 away from my dream house" -.-
Then she said "I'm afraid if i ever will wear this dress" then i said,
"don't worry, still got me! hehe"

Interview

2009-04-08T20:33:00.002+08:00

Finally!
Last sat,
I got the interview notice for course that i applied
via sms!
Maybe
After i wrote in my previous entry that i waited for them so long
finally answered my prayers,
and they finally replied.

today the interview
i not sure abt myself
i mean how i perform
the interviewers were friendly
i answered wat they asked me.
so ok la.
i don't know whether i can get it

thanks jw accompany me to the interview.
hahaha
if not you, i will really lost my way.
thanks my parent, sis, dawn and qz for the support =)
hahaha

last sat i met up with my sis again. haha
to amk hub.
she treat me lunch. haha.
have a slice of cake and egg sandwich at coffee bean
the sandwich really nice! strongly encourage u to try
hahaha

my sis was very shocked. when i told her
the trip change to KL
from taiwan to cruise to rendang to KL.
hahaha.
then in the end go sentosa.
hopefully can go to KL

Oasis! got new song called falling down
i still prefer their wonderwalls.
hahaha.
anyway, i do really hope suede can be like oasis
to sing again. with neil, mat, brett, simon

Sianz

2009-04-02T23:05:00.004+08:00

So sianz!
I've applied some jobs
All they wan is permanent!
GOSH
Stupid ntu drag so long to reply
why not just tell me i'm being rejected
so that i can apply for
PERMANENT JOB!

Don't waste my time!

i'm so pissed off!

Anyway,
Neil codling in the 90s.

I finally found the latest neil codling's pic on the net
Although is not this year, around 2005 i guess

from: http://www.essentialsuede.com/20050511neil.html

He changed alot!
Longer hair, beard.. ya. Really change alot.
According essential suede webby, He has formed duo with barry, so they called themselves barry o' neil.
neil continue to play keyboards as wat he does when he's in suede.

At that time, the suede didn't call themselves as suede in America,
but as "the london suede".
Because there was a singer (i dont kn who is that)'s album is called 'suede'
ya.

now nt many ppl kn who is suede. but when they are in the 90s
they are really hot.
One of the best British bands besides oasis..

chalet 23-3-09

2009-03-30T19:50:00.006+08:00

Class Chalet 23 march to 25 march

Last monday i went to my class chalet.
Really fun!
The chalet was at a bungalow at pasir ris park.
A nice place
but
lots of mosquitoes bites!

More PICS to be uploaded in next entry

THe movie watchmen OST by My chemical romance "Desolation Row"
There is a dispute over the original bob dylan "Desolation Row"
To me, i am neutral.
I enjoyed both.

Video for MCR's cover Bob dylan's song "Desolation Row".

window shopping

2009-03-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

today i went out with my sis to orchard
we went to fish & co to eat.
i ordered the fish n chips;
she ordered the sambal fish
Frankly, i don't really like the sambal fish.

Then after that, we went to centrepoint, heeren shop, wisma, taka, isetan scotts, fareast. Walked until damn tired.
It was raining in the afternoon, so we went to coffee bean to drink latte.
Then we were deciding whether to buy some skin products.

The best thing to go out with my sister is:

She always treat me lunch and coffee. Hehe =)

I didn't buy anything. Cos i only went there for window shopping.
When i went back home, i was really so full that i was unable to finish my dinner.

Btw, on wed, i met up with jw. haha. the skirt she mentioned in her blog. haha. Misinterpretation. I really think the sales assistants there move the clothes here and there very fast. Probably our eyes got problem. haha.

10 things you don't need to know about him:

1. he always think he is smart.
2. he thinks he looks very trendy. But in fact you are not!
3. he is not a gentleman at all.
4. he is very stingy.
5. he will not admit mistakes even though he's at fault.
6. he will talk behind your back and backstabbed you.
7. he thinks he is a saint and he thinks he always right.
8. he is so impatient and hot-tempered.
9. he always fake his smiles which is disgusting.
10. he loves to torture people.

Qing Ming jie is coming. Tmr morning i going with my parent.

Graduated!

2009-03-18T14:08:00.002+08:00

Thank God, i passed my modules! YaY!
Finally, 3 years of hard work, tears,
blood, pain, watever stuff

had finally paid off!
I'm so happy i passed my plant biotech!

Now must think of the future.
Going to further studies.

I finally made a move just now. Now waiting for reply
Hope we can back to days we used to be.

"

2009-03-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

I felt so lost.
And
Speechless.
Sorry.

This week went out to watch 'he's just not into you' at amk hub
with jw and brendan. Really nice movie. Two thumbs up.
Dinner chris joined us to eat steamboat.
Back home and started to watch drama (so full can't get into sleep)!

I've been looking for pushing daisies S2 drama.. but couldn't find any of it.
haiz. So sick!
Confessions of a shopaholic is quite nice.
The green scarf
The megavideo is really horrible.
"YOu have watched 72 minutes today. YOu have to wait for 96 minutes blah blah blah"

Went to suntec convention centre with jw to buy cheap cheap cheap body shop items!
save alot of $$$. Bought 2 bottles of facial wash and bubble bath (for sis).
1 bottle can store for 3 years. Once opened, shelf-life is only 1 year.
So is worth to buy 2 bottles. can last me about half a year.
Should have bought 4 bottles. But due to i'm still jobless now, so have to save and scrimp you see. Only can afford to buy 2 bottles.
But still got member card, plus i got birthday privilege, 20% off. so is still okay.

I sound like i'm auntie. but i can't deny that sometimes i'm really auntie.
haha

Next week what to do...
still planning.
watch movies.
I've cleared up my room finally!

Next wednesday the result is going to be released! I'm really scared!
I just pray hard that i can get a pass for plant biotechnology!
Hope everything can pass.
*pray hard*

Cambodia

2009-03-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

Friday i went out with wl. Long time never see her. I was so shocked when she sms me she in TTS hospital to cut her leg.

In the end, what she meant was there was a cut on her leg. diao. If she going to amputate her leg, i think she no need go Cambodia do community work. Ya.. She is going to Cambodia to do community work for 15 days! I salute to her!!!

Going to Cambodia is not really easy. She told me on thursday she had a meeting and she had to carry 3.2 kg luggage back home. In the luggage is all those clothes ppl donated to the locals. Imagine not only her own luggage she need to carry, but also the 3.2kg luggage!

The water supply over there, of course is not as clean as ours. The environment also. No air con, no tv, no computer. The only thing i can say to her is JIA YOU! Singaporeans are really very very fortunate! Sometimes we may grumble why we do not have iphone or watsoever stuff, but i think we should learn to cherish the things we have.

Hope that everything went smoothly for her.

My sec sch junior scored very well for her A level results. I saw her on the tv. She is really smart, all As only 1 B. She going to become teacher also. This year A level results was done slightly better than last year.

Today i went out with my family to eat japanese buffet at kuboshi. Eat only for 1 hour all of us can't eat anymore. Damn full. .The snow crab not really that delicious. but the green tea ice cream was yummy. Then went to carrefour and back home.

CNY

2009-01-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

Today went to my uncle's hse for new year. Sitting down chatting with my cousins and eating pineapple tarts, heibiheun, sweets. This year some people never come. They went to Thailand for new year is really a joke. There is so unsafe and i don't understand what they thinking siah.

The most sianz thing is... bioinformatics presentation on wed!!! SO STUPID! And this semester really CRAP AND TOUGH. The mood to enjoy new year is really no more liao loh. The question is damn hard, sianz arh!!!

Year of Ox.

Tomorrow going to my ah ma's hse. Surely they will play mahjong.

I don't wish to go back school on wed!!!

Awaiting CNY

2009-01-23T22:12:00.005+08:00

CNY coming soon. so soon. so fast. non-stop eating pineapple tarts, love letters! haha.. see them lying there u will have the temptation to eat them up. =)
I have bought my clothes. so no more worries on last min shopping.

FYP presentation ended this wednesday!
REally happy. Struggling with FYP these few months was really a torture! Can't go shopping, playing, chatting, skip lessons, other activities STOP becos of FYP!
Now.. i feel like i am back to year 1. So carefree... woo~
But i dont want the semester to end so fast

No need see your face... weeeeeeee
YAY~

Now love to listen to Britpop oldies. haha..Brett anderson really has an unique voice. Love to listen his songs, the lyrics.. Diesel. Gasoline. Cigarette. Crazy. These are the common words you will find in their songs. Richard oarks...and Neil Codlings! The cute guy! Although he's turned 34 years old this year.. but he is really cute 10 years ago. How he looks now i have no idea. haha. I think still cute. He was a model that time. And he really has that British ppl look. Brett anderson also... I feel like going to england now. haha..

Neil Codling's photos.

Hopefully they are back together as a band. Though Brett anderson has released his singles few years ago.

Great time at DND

2008-12-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

Long time never been updating my blogs!!! It's been half a year!
Lots of things happened. And foodcourt 1 is always so happening... LOL winnie the pooh, thick lips, etc...
haha. So stress out in study. Those scary modules like bioinformatics, genomic techniques, etc. This semester really tough! But going to school make me feel like i am student, and seriously i enjoy being a student. Although sometimes i felt very stressed!

On 9 december i had a great time at dnd (dinner and dance). And i really enjoyed myself. The food was not bad, and the games were fun too! Gals dolled up themselves, guys wore smartly...and somebody turned up as well (shocking)!
We took lots of pictures. Sing Kbox all the way to 6am in the morning. .And i realised i forgot to sing lots of nice old chinese songs! Next time then go K-box sing!
On the way home i really wore out! Slept in the bus all the way. Luckily i woke up when reaching sembangwang. Thanks dawn and jw.. haha. I know my big plastic bag really heavy..But thanks! =)

I now broke. Spent alot of $$$. bought myself a pair of jeans. Can claim from my mum for CNY clothes. lol... Mus save $$$

Now must chong reports! 4 reports!!! Haiz... now down with 2 weeks. Must spend wisely on these two weeks!

school days

2008-05-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

it's been a month i didn't update my blog
simply lazy

Immunology is a module that is sooooo damn hard
A lot of things need to know
and my brain just couldn't contain so much information!!!
and
the way Mrs Mark speaks just like lots of bullet shooting out from her mouth.
Sometimes i can catch up what she says but sometimes too fast till i was really dumbfounded

Molecular Modelling
sort of meaningless module to me

FYP
Haiz... Getting worried. Qz and chris are worried. Me too. Waiting for Wee Ming to be back from US! But he is the one suggesting RT-PCR!

And... another good news
Clickfive is holding a concert in Singapore Indoor Stadium at 1st June!
I watched the The Clickfive Webisodes Series which is really funny!
It got show how Kyle Patrick was selected as the vocal for C5 through the audition.
And Ben was trying to become the vocal but he didn't succeed. Lol
KP is really really very thin. I saw his sports outfit is really funny lo. He wore shorts, and his legs are really fair and thin. Lol...

And another thing. I think Click5 loves to play badminton. Haha. Joe always look cool. He won't wear shorts! He always wear jeans, t-shirt. Ben Romans loves to be topless. haha. But his chest really hairy.
Joey is also cute.

Yin ye 3 + 1 has ended last sunday.
Lucky yang jia jiang (ming dao) didn't blind. and he was together with xia tian (qiao en). Happy ending!

This semester is going to be a hard one.
WOrk Hard!
This semester really have to work very hard

gems

2008-04-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

april's fool day choosing gems is really a joke.

I almost can't register the module that i wanted till i call dawn for help.

Phew! I swear that my USERNAME and PASSWORD were right! the day before registerisation i could log in to the sch web.
Luckily i went into the internet 15 minutes earlier and have sufficient time to renew my password. Or else i can't get into the gems that i wanted. i chose learning chinese through...... the title very long. actually i thought of the other module, temperament blends. but thinking of the pros and cons. i have made up my mind

Left one more week in the company.
The people there friendly. Like the former-sp taught me alot of things. Really a fruitful experience for me. And other thing is
the girls there are pretty. I am not saying those doing admin or HR...
But those doing lab work.
And there is two students graduated from tp, are nice people too.

another thing. remember the guy went into the same company as me for attachment? he has chicken pox! I almost freak out because i was with him for lunch and even siting next to him on the bus. But i have chicken pox once when i was 3 years old. And the incubation period is over. So i am safe in another words. Must be my B memory cells helping me. haha
but hope he get well soon
i wondering how his itp going to be graded?
A guy working there named me uv girl and him autoclave boy.
because i almost everyday use spectrophotometer and he always autoclave

I never been in the company's meeting before. yesterday i have experienced it. Somemore with the director of the company and the other 2 supervisors and assistants. I tried to keep calm. Damn nervous! alot of things happenend

i guess every company got rumours around spreading one ear to the other or even shooting arrows around. You may dont even know how many arrows have shot on your back.

Ah-jiang didnt die. Haha. because of the autumn fireflies save his life. but he got a rival... tian ji ge. But he looked funny when he jealous. haha. Highly recommended to watch yin ye 3 + 1!

The Clickfive is coming to Singapore for a concert at Singapore indoor stadium! Last time was The Black Eyed Peas with special guest the clickfive. Now they having their own concert. I can't remember when. but they are coming!

Yin Ye

2008-03-16T20:42:00.003+08:00

Time flies. Tmr is monday! back to work..like a routine.
now i know working can be boring. Doing the same thing over and over again.
Eating the same kinds of things again and again for lunch
4 more weeks to gO!
The coming friday is a public holiday! At least at rest for 3 days!

Today i watched the Yin ye 3 + 1 on ch 56. i really enjoyed watching ming dao and qiao en in this drama. Ming dao act as yang jia jiang, qiao en act as xia tian. There was a scence where xia tian peeks jia jiang bathing. so funny. Somemore she said he so muscular and her face was blushing so red! ( ming dao is really so hoT! lol) The other scence was where jia jiang kept on kissing xia tian while she was still asleep. He can't tell her he likes her cause of his fren likes her too. Haiz. Next episode is really a sad one. I saw the preview. He got shot when he tried to rescue her. And his spirit came back to find her and he wanted so much to confess to her, but he couldn't. Oh man, i do really hope he wasn't dead. Or else, how the drama is going to carry on where the lead actor is dead?

Nine in the afternoon

2008-03-09T19:56:00.002+08:00

Panic! at the disco released their new album! "Pretty Odd.."
This is their new video "Nine in the afternoon"
Very cute video. . and nice to hear.
Long time never hear the vocal, Brendon's voice. His voice really unique and nice to hear.kinda like refreshing. He also looks cute in the video. Lol.

Feeling so good
the way we do
it's nine in the afternoon!

another band..
their songs also not bad
"the academy is.." aka TAI
I love their song "everything we had"
the vocal, william beckett looks cute too.

Another song is 'the phrase that pays' from their album 'almost here'

this is their new video 'we've got big mess on our hands' Pete from the FOB is also in the video! Although only for 5 seconds. haha. Makeup by the monkeys somemore. The "bad" william really bad... sort of seeing two sides of William beckett. He gives ppl the impression he is a good boy, in the video it really shows how bad he can be...and how rock he can be. Nice song.

FOB, P! atd, TAI they all in same company!

William Beckett looks abit like Kyle Patrick. Haha. Same kind of style. Messy hair, very fair skin, cute, tall. haha...

ITP

2008-03-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog.
Busy.

Simply i am lazy!
I started my attachment at Senoko.
And the people there were friendly.
one of them was formerly a sp student! she very friendly and nice
i somehow got pressurized by the supervisor.
i think i am going to have tough days to go through

almost everyday i do the same thing.
but it's okay
got alot of thoughts about working
oh ya
i thought i was the only sp student attached to the company
and the first day then i know that
there is another guy from dcp attached to the same company too
but we different labs.
he is quite friendly though.

i got my result.
jus surprised what i got
able to continue my course next semester is my only concern.
i was really no confident this semester
after so many things happened

another thing. Left 5 more weeks for the ITP

and
SaLE!!!
almost every where is having sales!

cny

2008-02-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

One more day to CNY! So fast! I bought my clothes already.
i have yet to cut my hair.
think after cny then cut.

ITP is next monday! So fast!
Sort of Nervous

A lot of Worries
Responsibility
Burden
Stress
On a mission

lol

Tmr is the eve.
Going to stay up late and count down
And reunion dinner. yummy food. haha i can't wait!

Omg! CLickfive new video

2008-02-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

After recieving from dawn's msg, i quickly search for the Clickfive's new video, "empTY". Finally! They got new MV! I have waited for so long after jenny MV. Becos they touring around the world so no time to shoot.

But finally! woo hoo!

The MV and the song really sad...This song is written by Kyle Patrick.
The video really empty. and kp is so charming in the video when he sings and plays the guitar.

the other video is happy birthday by the clickfive. The MV is abt the touring around the world. Got shoot at the MOS! but i am not inside. haha...

aiya. wat a pity. LOL

tdy the balloting. haiz. we really suai. but rather to get smth we dont really wan to. so, it is fate. cheer up my other team mates!

after that play badminton...very tired. long time nvr play.
after that i rushed to orchard with my sis to shopping for my cny clothes

so crowded. . but the shops at far east look very similar that i aldy forgotten whether i went in before. i bought a dress and a pair of heels.
on the way i saw someone very familar. Joseph chan..ya. saw him. he waved at me when he turned back as we were going up the escalator. wat is he doing in far east. haha. probably meeting his gf somewhere.

another impt thing. I realised i dont have the company's email! How am i suppose to send my intro letter! argh...

Exams Over!

2008-01-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today is my last paper. Really hope for a pass. Pray hard*

I really think this sem is hard!!!

Hoping everything goes well smoothly

No more mugging. But now till CNY is in a week's time. Have to clean up my room, to look presentable.

A lot of things need to done. cut hair!!!

I guess this year's new year is not going to be a happy one.

maybe i will get used to it as years goes by

I have yet to buy clothes. after cny have to go work

sianz! is wat i can say.

another shocking news:

i didnt know that

mikey way got married to his gf alicia simmons.

i was so shocked. and last year march got married.

today then i know.

i know all along that he's got a gf always supporting him. but nvr knew so fast!

Even his bro gerard way hasn't got married yet. I dont even know whether he is attached!

he is one of my types. haha.

ever since mcr second album 'three cheers for sweet revenge", he looks cool and quiet, jus totally different from his brother.

I didnt know that mikey way came up with the idea to call the band "my chemical romance"

really nice and unique

anyway, his gf is really fortunate to have him as a husband. haha. i think lots of gals will envy her and perhaps u know. .. .

actually gerard way looks quite cute too. just that he always put those make-up or look a bit messy. esp the previous album, his face is really white...and the hair..i think his hairstyle now suits him alot.

Exams!

2008-01-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

It is been a while that i didnt update. About a few months.
A lot of things happened.

But now, my exams are coming. SOON!
So SOON!

Really very nervous...

Got to study very HARD for it.
Going to be a panda soon

Now my pimples already pop out a few... gosh. Because of the quizzes, i studied till very late. Stress lo. I think during exams i wont be surprised that my face full of pimples.

When i do not have enough sleep for 9 hours, my face will look very pale and like ghost lo. I think i have freaked out those people in the train on one particular morning. haha

Worse till, i have to stand in the train cos no seat for me and what i always do when i am REALLY TIRED was to grab the pole tightly and sleep. Ya...stand and sleep. I already dont care who is near me and if they wan to see, go ahead. Even if there is shuai ge besides me i also dont care. Haha.

the attachment. haiz. stress also!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg... Really pray hard that everything goes well.

Study hard hard for exam!

Long time

2007-12-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile that i didn't update my blog. Now i having two weeks break. I shouldn't say it is a break, cause there is lots of work need to be done. Datasheets, PBL, tests... So stress!

Last few days i went out. SHOPPING! Went to orchard, marina square, bugis, etc. The lights and decor at orchard were not that bad actually. Quite nice though. I wont expect any snow falling down, but i do expect these few days the rain will keep on pouring down. These two days i went to orchard and always drizzling. Orchard is damn crowded. So really have to squeeze through. But saw alot sale there. I bought something.

regarding the stars awards. i am amazed and disappointed. Ming dao came! Omg. I really didn't know that he came. And you know the 183 club left only the pathetic 3. but anyway. i long time didn't see Ming dao. didn't mention him much. cos all this while was kp. haha.

Nat ho... his hairstyle was damn funny. i think spikey hair still suit him. he didn't get the newcomer award---disappointed

tay ping hui... didn't win the best actor award. i felt that he acts in 'mars vs venus' was really not bad. so a bit disappointed. but lucky he get into top 10!

huang biren...why she didn't get the best actress award? she also act not bad in 'mars vs venus', the housewife. she and tpy should get!

alvin ng... lucky he got into top 10.

pierre png... didn't get into top 10, disappointed. cos he acts alot of dramas this year

there is a stupid dream that i dreamt twice. same person. but i think is very stupid. it won't happen at all. I just wondering why i will dream of that person. i think i shldnt say it. Or else i will be a laughing stock.

Not worth a single tear. Not at all.
it seemed you lost something, but in fact you gain alot.
let's work harder for the coming tests and exams!

R.I.P

2007-11-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

i really hate this year!

Few days back, i heard from sherin that ryyan was hospitalised because of an accident while he was riding a bike. He was in a critical condition,

and i was really shocked. it just so sudden.

after that, he passed away, and i was stunned, speechless.
He just left.
And i heard from mee sim that his mum was so devastated that she cried so painfully. it is so sudden. he so young, and
he left us.

i went for his wake ytd, and saw some of my ex-classmates. everyone was very sad, and
seeing him lying on the coffin i felt that the person wasn't him.
He was so cheerful, seeing him so motionless was not him at all...

and today after school, i went to send him off and to see him for the last time.
I meet up with my classmates, and went to church. after that we went to mandai crematorium, and see him for the last time before the coffin was sent to cremate. I really hate to go to the place. i just went there 3months ago, and i have to go there again. I really hate when someone u know just left...so unexpected.

we will always remember you, ryyan.
good bye, my friend.

So stress

2007-11-13T17:02:00.000+08:00

These few weeks keep on having tests.
The very worse was biostatistics. really hope for jus a PASS.
But in the first place why must we have such module? every lesson i really feel that this module is very boring.
I prefer those Year 1 maths module, much more interesting, at least. Haiz. I really miss semester B.

Applied Micro and Biotech tests, ya. hope for a pass too.
Molecular genetics is the next test.
Which is on friday.
Really got to prepare for it. But so many things need to study. 9:3:3:1, duplicate domaint, recessive, etc...
going to be a panda soon.

Dr. Chiam is hospitalised, but do really hope her operation is a success. Wish her recover soon.

Many people going overseas.
I just wan to stay in Singapore.
haha

haiz, so stress. really have to work harder.

the clickfive autograph session at the MOS on 25 oct

2007-10-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

Their priceless autographs! Joey's signature got a love-shaped in it. kyle 's signature is the simplest, "KP" i was diao by it lo. but since he is so cute, i forgive him. haha. crap!

Kyle is singing. Ethan besides him

Few days back i went to the Clickfive autograph session at MOS. I reached there about 6;15pm after my lesson, and was finding the venue. This is my first time to go to MOS.

(MOS stands for Ministry of sound, not mos burger!)

after i found the place, there was already a long queue! Alot of Clickfive's fans were out waiting, mostly gals although the 987 fm showcase starts at 7:30pm. So i joined in the queue, and alot of things happened.

I waited there for abt an hr, feel like going home instead. Cause there is so crowded, and standing there with such a heavy bag made me feel very exhausted. But when i saw Joey sitting on the van when it passed by, i decided to stay and see the showcase. Haha. I was really shocked when i saw him inside.

The invitation card!

The showcase started, with justin ang and vernon hosting. A guy won himself with an autograph guitar from the Clickfive! He jus made some noises and won a guitar! So good! Haiz...

After that, they started off singing the first album song, "flipside", which really rock the whole place. This is my first time watching "Live" from the clickfive, and the noise was really loud!
Deafening! But i do enjoy their Live Performance! I was really shocked when the guy next door "Kyle Patrick" slamming his guitar on the stage! he just like any rockers, shaking his head and his hair was really messy (but cute)! Omg... But i was very high. haha. And those crazy gals keep on screaming for Kyle and jumping up and down. I never knew kyle can be that high when he plays hus guitar!

I recorded some of the videos, but the place was too dark and the videos were not cleared enough. All i can hear are those mad woman's voices instead of their songs. Wasted!

i was standing at the side of the stage, so all the photos i taken jus half of their faces. Stupid right? Kyle came to my side 3 times (it was really a close-up!) and i cant even recorded it down a single one! I was really slow! by the time i took out my camera, he aldy went to the other side. Haiz! wasted! I got shoot Ethan Mentzer, playing his guitar. Others haiz.

they sang other songs like "jenny", "i'm getting over you", "happy birthday", "empty", addicted to me" and i was really surprised when kyle sang the song 'good day" from the previous album. but i was damn high when he sang the last song "HEADLIGHT DISCO" ! A rock version! Everyone was really high! haha...it is really worthwhile to see them perform LIVE!

After that, i queued up outside the Kandi Bar for autograph and another long queue. I waited for like 20 minutes for my turn to go in. When i got in, the clickfive were in the "cage" sitting down and signing the album. I was so high! cos i was so near them! omg

the first place was Kyle patrick! ! ! When it was my turn, he looked up and smiled at me and said hi! I was melting at that time, and was really stunned when i saw him! I was only 10 cm away from him! so close up! he was really cute!!! going to faint soon. haha

after that, Joey smiled and initiate to shake hand with me firmly! Omg....i was really blushing lo! I saw his blue eyes! He so cute also! so friendlY! haha. I was intend not to wash my right hand! lol!

after that was Joe. he is really quiet! He smiled abit and said hi. He is a cool person. I can see. haha. Next was Ben romans, he said hi and introduced himself. I was still stunned(after met kyle patrick) so i just said thanks! I dont kn wat to say! aldy so stunned! My mind was completely blank. last was Ethan Mentzer, and also said hi to me. haha, overall i was really happy to get their autographs! it is really like a dream come true to see them in really person! To see how gorgeous, cute and friendly they are....

This is nice!

The trip to MOS is really worthwhile.

I had a wonderful night.

Next time i will go again if they come to Singapore!

haha

18 years old

2007-09-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

Finally i am 18 years old. So fast. Can watch M18 movie, go pub, drink beer, smoking, and BUY TOTO AND 4D!

Today after sch i meet ah yao and go body shop buy smth. And after that go buy 4D. This is my first time to buy. She said if that day is yr bday, you go buy 4D or TOTO, u might win some $. So i just try my luck. Hope i strike lottery!

Thanks dawn and jiawen for the present! I like it very much =)
And thanks for the photo too!

Although i cant celebrate my bday, but thanks those who sms me, presents, and those who with me this while....

I have a great bday this year! Thanks =)

Happy

2007-09-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

Today i went to new salon with ah yao.
I was really shocked when the guy hairstylist going to cut my hair.
Actually i prefer those female hairstylist to male one. Then he is in his 20s' i guess, so a bit no confident in him cause he is probably a greenhorn.

And i dont really wish someone to ruin my hair. cause it happened to me before.
But,
He is tall, actually not that bad looking. (i dont know why most male hairstylists look gay to me)

Ha, but someone very high loh. Haha, next time you go and let him cut lah. Lol.

Although my bday havent come yet. but thanks for the presents!
It is like dream comes true when ah yao gave me click five new album! (modern minds and pastimes!) Hurray! haha. I like it alot! Then i no nid to queue for the album from the library.

And thanks to qz and chris, the dangling dangling necklace. I like it.

My sis bought me a wallet. Haha, i like it too... =)

Shock

2007-09-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

I was so shocked

that i now then realise

Clickfive lead singer Eric Dill had left the band! No wonder why all the sudden the lead singer become so tall! I thought he was still growing. He was replaced by Kyle Patrick, a real cutie! He is really cute, handsome, tall. Eric Dill had left because he is going to pursue his own solo album or acting. Kinda sad. But i guess it is worthwhile.

I didnt return the book on time. I just lazy to go to wdl regional library to return. Someone is going to kill me soon

NExt week going to back to sch! ARRRRRGGGH! BORING! I dont think i have enjoyed this stupid holidays. Kinda like worst holidays of my life. So many things happened, now i am too numb for emotions.

Now pray hard that the coming semester is going to be a great one. ( i hope !)

ARRR

2007-09-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

*SHOCKED*
My class is going to split. That was really a shocking news yesterday night. I just wonder why they did this. They split alot of couples, i guess. Chris is going to appeal tomorrow, finding out what is going on.

Another shocking thing:
Mocca advertisement *new*

Omg...that macho guy. I think he is in the 30s' or 40s'
The moment he shows off his muscles, was really funny loh. I keep on laughing at that adv.

Modern minds and pastimes, where are you?

So many things happen, one comes another, how am i going to react that fast?

Results

2007-09-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

My result really sucks to the core. Got to try harder next time.

Memories

2007-09-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

These few weeks were the worst day of my life. No mood to see my results, which are out on 12 sep. And choosing gems thingy, simply no mood. I just want to stay at home this week.

I will always remember 31st August 2007, the day you left...

sadness

2007-09-08T16:08:00.000+08:00

it's really hard for me to get through
It happened too sudden
I have never been so devastating before, i cried so hard for the first time. Now i know the feeling of heart aching so painfully.

So hard to heal, the worst thing was family dispute.
I always watched it on the tv, and never thought that it will happen to me.

Is money that important to you, monster? Did you just come back for the assets? Stop making all those stupid lies and shifting all the responsibilites, don't even call yourself as human, you are just a f**king monster. Just pack up your things and go back to your f**cking home with your f**cking wife.

Times are the best to heal our wounds, but we have to pull ourselves through the period. But for how long that we able to get through?

Haiz

2007-08-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

I saw the ending for Weekends 7pm show on cha 8, about the detective just now. Really sad ending. Zuo dong died. . . I'm not very happy about the ending lo. He shouldn't have chase the thief.

Tdy very unhappy also. Cause Jacky go go go not showing today, becos of the superstar thingy. Who's going to watch those thing? Ya, those finalists' supporters loh

How to spend the rest of my days next week?!

Maybe go wdl regional lib and read books

haha... or watch those dvds...

cause i don't have concession!!!

Sad man.... i tot of going to town, almost everyday. But i dont think so now!

Anyway, Clickfive's new song "Jenny" is nice... u got to listen to it...

ciao... bb

teenagers

2007-08-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

They're gonna clean up your looks

With all the lies in the books

to make a citizen out of you

because they sleep with a guna

nd keep an eye on you son

so they can watch all the things that you do

Because the drugs never work they're gonna give you a smirk'cause they got methods to keep you clean

they're gonna rip up your heads

your aspirations to shreds

another cog in the murder machine

They said allteenagers scare the living shit out of me

they could care less as long as someone'll bleed

Teachers' day celebration, starts at 11am, wdlss.

Shopping... Shopping

2007-08-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

This week i keep on shopping. Havent bought my mask yet. I saw many nice retro tops. Feel like buying it.

I think i am not going to find part-time jobs. 1 month holiday, not enough. ngee ann poly better loh, almost 2 months holiday. haiz... Nvm, now have to enjoy the rest of the holiday. Must spend wisely.

Next week got to clear up my room. During exams, my room really messy. I dumped all those books and papers on the table high up.

the mocca advertisement. Rather interesting. The first one was the selling car advertisement. That guy really looks like someone. The gals are really hot. The second one was a lady finding a dog companion. At first i thought she was finding a partner, in the end was a dog. She really cute, when she talks. I wonder what is going to be the next advertisement from mocca

I finally realised alot of things. Whatever you do, you really have to be careful. I don't wish to get implicated on such things. I just wan to be lu ren jia, walked past only.

clickfive gt new album... but the songs not yet in the uk top 20 chart. But i will wait!
hope our sch library can be more efficient.

Shopping, exam over!

2007-08-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

Exams ended yesterday! Hoo-raY! Damn happy... These few weeks suffering like hell. Pimples grew everywhere, dark circles around my eyes, face looked pale like xxxx... So yesterday nite i put on mask lying on the bed and listened to the 987fm... very relaxing! almost fall asleep. haha. Suddenly i feel so blessed and xin fu! ya... because of exams, i missed a lot of nice tv shows!!! but every nite before the exam, i watched tv while i studying. I watched the horoscope show, on the SCV channel. Besides horoscope, gt tarot cards, feng shui those stuff. Some i believe, some not. Cause some a bit ridiculous, cos i won't even dare to do it. I decided, if i gt time, i wan to learn and read tarot cards. haha.... actually gt the crystal ball meh? Hmm...next time i can do this for a living...lol

today went out with ah yao. Long time i didnt go out with her. She is going to do something "noble" . Haha. Wish you luck anyway. She told me something, so congratulations!

went to buy a jean...it was really very hard for me to choose which jean to buy. Cause these 2 jeans very nice. So don't blame me keep on dragging and wasting yr time. haha... libra always can't make up their mind when it comes to buy things. =)

Next targets: make up store, hula, mna, and the jap pasta shop.. Haha... i still remember. Very "qi dai" on that day....hehehe. oysters, lobster...

Good news!
Ming dao got new show! Something 3 +1... i dont know what is that word. chinese not very good. anyway...it is about high school. He cut his hair short. I still prefer his hair in the Prince turns to frog. Another good thing is, the lead actress is qiao en! Haha... i think they are the best tv couple from the rest of actresses with Ming dao. =)

Can't wait to watch!

this week must go out. Next week can't go out le. Haha.
Got a quite funny joke to share, i watched it from tv:

A couple bought a car
The husband drove the car and they went to eat
He stopped at the roadside and they got off from the car
While they eating, husband saw a thief stealing his car and drives away
He shouted and said "i never see his face clearly!"
The wife said:

"nevermind, i wrote down the car's number".

Get it? Quite stupid though. Got another joke about tortoise de. But i think i shouldn't mention here.

Alvin's show ended. frankly speaking, there is no nice 7pm show to watch. So i watch cha 5 lo. PCK show, very old version de. but still enjoy watching it.

Many songs! So nice! That ah du sings in the kinship show very nice lo. Anyone got? Send me...
Patrick stomp's voice really nice! Clothes off! with gym class heroes damn super nice!

But my sch library don't have this album. Haiz...rihanna's album 20 plus people queueing infront of me lo. Pathetic. Next semester then can get.

going to stop here.

Exams

2007-08-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming! Next week

Panicked

Nervous

Have to work harder! Especially Molecular Biology, BINSAN, Anatomy & Physiology

Those subjects got 5 credits

Have to buck up and work harder!!!

Argh

2007-07-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

I was really happy that i had said good bye to the reports. And now i have to say "hello" to the assignments. Haiz...Life is full of "excitement" and surprises.

Gems presentation. OMG. The tests! I really unhappy yesterday. I really have to voice out my discontentment. Mistreating us. Long story

Everytime i write the entries i always grumble about my homework. Nothing else.

You really "lucky" to see that person yesterday. Finally meet.

Mus study hard for the next molbio test.
BB

No More Reports!

2007-07-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

Finally! No more reports! These few weeks keep on doing reports. Straining my eyes when staring at the screen. Yippee! say bye bye to reports!

More tests coming up! Next week anatomy and Physiology. Molecular bio, Metbiochem, etc.
Stress up. My results really su*ks to the core. Got to buck up! Too many distractions. How to overcome it? It is really hard for me to give up some of them. So hard. Addiction. Sometimes i really feel that how i wish i was born else where. Not in a place so stress up with studies.

I am glad something changed. No more conflicts i hope. Yup, back to the past where we used to be. Back to the place where we used to be. Back to the laughter we used to make.

Went to orchard yesterday. I wanted to buy that clothes! but hard for me to decide. With sleeve or sleeveless?
Yesterday i was pretty shocked when i saw someone. Erm that person was with someone, and i not really sure that someone is that one that i know. Met that person twice. Once at the starbuck and the other at topshop. The height is the same, but really cant confirm. Cause its been a while i didnt see that person. Watever. Things don't change but people do change. That is really a sad thing to say.

I think i am going to stop here. Keep fighting on with the stress!

unexpected

2007-06-30T16:44:00.000+08:00

a lot of things happened this week. A lot of conflicts. so awkward. Something that has never happened before happen this week. Something has changed. Turns all the things upside down. Always be on guard, to prevent this and that. So tiring. And i am sick of it. Will you consider other people feelings first before you do something?

¿usted sabe que usted es molesto a veces?
Must we confront it? Sometimes it is really hard to say it out.

I do really hope you realise it.

One more report to go. And LMBS test. . .
No shopping. Must work harder in the next few tests.

Going back

2007-06-23T14:53:00.000+08:00

Ah yao said i didn't update my blog. I simply lazy to write, and got nothing to talk about. Except the fact that i will grumble about my homework.

I don't feel like i am having holidays. More like having those "reports day". I really envy those who no need to do any report, can go out shopping, watch movies, eating , whatever stuff those ppl will do to enjoy their pathetic two weeks hoilday.

Ya. Pathetic!
Yesterday i typed lmbs until my fingers become numb. You can imagine how many words i have to type out. No point cursing.

Yesterday i was viewing Avril Lavigne's wedding photos. Nice, sweet. But i prefer her wearing those punk clothes. The gown simply just don't really suit her. A lot of people comment that they don't like avril now. they prefer the last time avril. I mean any difference? It just that she's married. But i think she got married too early.

Once you married or attached i just feel that you don't have any freedom in doing anything you want, more like restricted to something. Just like something tie u up and u have to be responsible for it.

Maybe that someone it's not your destiny, i mean don't be upset about it. It just will spoill your mood. Like i said, there is better someone out there waiting for you to discover. Maybe a better someone. Maybe someone near you.

Keyshia Cole has a nice and unique voice! I simply love her songs.

I don't wish to go back to school so soon! Simply boring. boring. boring.

Kbox

2007-06-14T15:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to kbox after i went back to school to collect my card. I was so happy to see the card, since i lost it for about two weeks. Kinda miss it. Haha. With this new card, life will be easier for me.

Kbox... was fun and i enjoyed myself singing. Went with dawn and jw. But not all the songs we selected have the chance to sing. A pity! But next time can go sing again. Haha... Once you go kbox, you really will get addicted!
The songs that i selected mostly all old chinese songs. Cause i only know last time de.I was so shocked when i saw usher's song "caught up" and snow patrol's chasing cars available. I always think that kbox english songs all oldies. It just don't have those recent pop english songs.

I remember i chose these songs:

1) jay chou --- san hu hai, xing qing, wu ding, fa ru xue. (most songs i chose Jay's)
2) stanley--- wu shen ru* (a bit can't catch up, but i like the song)
3) Ming dao's song! haha... actually is 183 club. (zhen ai and one umberlla)
p.s: one umberlla is not that taiwanese song, "one small umberlla" hor. haha...you know who you are... that time mix up somemore. lol
4) lin jun jie's jiang nan, one thousands years ago
5) zzy de song. i don't think i shld mention about it... haiz
6) scandal ---vaness and kang ta... chinese version. Erm too fast, cant catch up. actually i just wan to see the mv.
7) tank---the angel song. ya nice...

still gt some more...can't remember.

Ya... 4 reports must complete in two weeks... i gona drop dead..i still havent really shopping yet. holidays suppose to relax or make us do report?

sickening

2007-05-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

these few days weren't the right days for me. sickening tests. sacrificing my precious sleeps. endless nights. i don't think i am going to do well in both tests. Got to pray hard to pass the tests. Pray for a better tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Vesek's day. i will be going for prayers. But havent finish the binsan practicals. Oh craps. Next week 2 more tests to go. After that can go shopping! Sales!

Sometimes, as time goes by, u will see the more negative sides of a person instead positive. Isn't that is the true side of the person? Or izzit something isn't right? I don't know. The worse thing is that one day you realise that the person you like or admire isn't wat you think they are.

e.g he maybe cute or handsome, but turns out to be he smokes.

Haiz. Angel Lovers... nice. although prince turns to frog had ended last week, but still have angel lovers. hoping to see it soon.

To someone :
oh ya, congrats! I think you shld grab the opportunity. Only jus that problem... i think u can help that person to solve arh. . . i think that person is nice. although just the first impression. haha.

Mika

2007-05-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me ? Why dont you like me without making me try?

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more

I still can't find my cable! Hey guys, can't send u all the photos now.

Why do people flirt around after someone they love hurt them deeply? Is that the only way out to make you feel better?

Mars Vs Venus going to end soon. Omg, pierre png is such a nice guy. . .he looks so SBC. haha...he is a Singaporean of course. Remember the sliming pills incident? Andrea de cruz is really a fortunate woman!

Hopefully this week, please slow down the time!

Back to WDL

2007-05-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

Today i went back to woodlands sec. It's my sch 25th anniversary. I met with my classmates outside the school bustop at 8:20am. I was abit late, but on the way to school made me reminisce alot of things. The routes that i used to take, the blocks that i used to pass by, the zebra-crossing i used to cross... for 4 years. When i reached there, my sch has changed alot. Those walls painted with nice drawing, those new faces (current student and teachers, i saw some young gentlemen-looking teachers around. Why life so unfair?), those new stalls (there is western food stall! omg. But i prefer the nasi lemak i used to eat, a sad thing that the stall wasn't there anymore) in the canteen. I saw my ex-classmates, have a chat with, but most of them didn't turn up, cause of those jc thingy. The dress code... most of the tchers wore traditional costumes... and we supposed to wear it as well.. but ignored it, haha. I saw some familiar schoolmates, and they have changed a lot. The last year batch juniors, some seniors. I didn't see that person turning up. I don't think that person got the invitation. Lol... even there is ( the probability is almost 20%), i don't think that person will bother to turn up. Too rebellious, i still remember the arguing scene.

Anyway, the paparazzi teacher... with thick gel hair... plus 2 cameras, still the same. And Mr Tan, as usual always like the video cam, mdm phua! omg. She gained alot of weight after the pregnancy! She used to be so pretty and has a nice figure. Conclusion: Don't give birth, your figure will become a disaster after that. Mdm yong, another babe has pregnant for abt 5 months! Hope she won't like mdm Phua. Lol...

We got a nice freegift bag! A notebook made by the school, pen, vcd. The performance was great by the guitar group, chinese dance, the musical drama. The buffet was nice. I saw some of my seniors also from singapore poly cls came back to sch also. After that we went to cwp shopping.

Ya...regarding yesterday ming dao's new drama, Angel Lovers. I overslept and i missed the first 15 minutes! DAMN! But i managed to keep myself awake by drinking a cup of tea while enjoying the show. The show is not bad. But the only thing is that why doesn't the drama has any english subtitles? Sometimes it is hard for me to catch what they are talking, cause they will be speaking taiwanese or hokkein, which i was really poor at. Hmm...should write a suggestion to the mediacor. For the benefits of all audience. Haha

Next week is e-learning week. Omg. Homeworks, reports, datasheets, quizzes, online quizzes... What else? Those idiotic things keep repeating itself.

I was really glad that i gt the mika's cd, life in cartoon motion. Yeah! haha. Really nice...the lyrics. So cartoon...and the songs were awesome! =)

Angel Lovers

2007-05-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

this week is week 3 in school. time flies. two more weeks to quizzes. More homework needs to be done, especially the practical datasheets. Haiz.

But this week a bit slack, i just don't know why Greg Poi's lesson was cancelled. Not that i like his lesson very much, just curious. Near CWP got euro fair plus pasar malam. . .that time i went with ah yao, rather crowded. I wanted to search for that thing! but a bit embarrassed to buy it home. Haiz. If it can be dismantled, won't that be great?

Good news! Channel u is going to show Ming dao's new drama, tian shi qing ren! Although the lead actress is not qiao en, but by someone i don't know who, i still going to watch it. This means that i can see him twice a week! Lol... But i was worried that i will fall asleep, cause it is showing on FRiday, 11:30pm. But anyway, i will drink more tea on that day.

The pic just above was from the Magician's love drama. Ming dao looks very funny with this kind of outfit. Those who got watch this drama should know why he wears until like that arh... Lol.

body asks the heart, "when i am sick, the doctor will treat me with medicine that makes me feel better. Who's going to treat you when you are sad?"

the heart replies, "No one can help me. I have to heal it by myself as time goes by."

When people are sad or devastated over something, some will just cry out loud, some will just tell their friends about it, others will just keep mum to themselves. For me, i have my own way of handling it. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

A Story to tell

2007-04-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

it's been a while i didnt update my entries. i went back to school, and i feel that life is really like a routine. The routine can be boring, exciting, or anything that you feel what is like. Time table was wonderful, saw a couple of 8am lessons, end at 6pm. New lecturers teach us new modules. some are interesting.

chatting with ah yao on the phone. we talked alot of stuff, and i asked her for advices on some matters. I really envy her, cause her life now was better off than last time. you shld know what i am talking about. alot of things really make me worried, i don't need a duplicate of me.

this is an interesting story that i've heard:

a decade ago, i've heard there is someone called santo. everything that the santo did was right, no one should have any doubt on santo. the santo is too candid, santo will always think about itself and don't care the feelings about others. even if santo did something wrong, santo will sweetly pushed all the responsibilities to others. Bare in mind that santo is weak, if you do something nasty (for justice) to santo, santo will act like an innocent child, pleading for sympathy. If you know this person well, you will see the true colors. Sadly if you don't really know the person, what i can say is "buena suerte" to you. if you have shitted, please don't expect other people to clean it up for you. unless you are my dog and i will definitely clean it up for you.

school starts, means homeworks + reports + tests. btw, my gems module is interesting, i'm glad that i didn't make a wrong choice. it is a pity that something doesn't seem to be right.

i will survive the next 2 years. i will control myself, till to the limits.

Ordinary day with ordinary story

2007-04-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

today is the last day.
feeling very exhausted. . .plus sleepy!
a lot of things happened. and it's true that no matter how furious you are, you got to bear with it. No point grumbling and making yourself upset. It's not worth it.
The world is made up of angels and devils. those who are biased, weirdo, arrogant made me sick these few weeks. But these kind of things i've to face it again in the future. I've no idea how to deal with it.

i realised that i didn't log in that website for half months and i already forgotten my username and password. Because my com was reformatted, all my pictures and files are gone. Hell, ming dao's, mcr's, p!atd's, fob's pics all gone! plus those documents. . . and those songs that i' had mentioned earlier on in my previous posts. nelly furtado's songs were gone too.

fob's previous album 'under the cork tree', the song "a little sixteen candles, a little more touch me" is really nice and i saw the mv. I don't know why always pete the main actor for most of the mvs. I can't deny that he is cute, hmm... should let other members have the chance.

two more days to school. i miss my holidays! i can't bear leaving the holidays so soon.

Special thanks

2007-04-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

it's been a while that i didnt update my blog. i was busy doing some stuff that was freaking tired and sick. but i really like to thank the following people:

first of all,
ah yao!
cause you are the one that helped me sign up my gems module and sacrifice your sleeping time. To express my gratitude, i mentioned your name in my blog. Lol... and also next week! Ya...you should know next week what special day it is.

secondly,
chris and qz
i really happy that chris you woke up so early to help me! Becos most of the time you xxxxx. Lol. chris and qz... thanks alot for helping me.

lastly,
my cousin, jesslyn
cause you are the one that taught me this method! Lol...

My gems module is etiquette and pro image! Woo-hoo~ haha. . .

The camp... was alright. Alot of things happened. I was really freaked out. especially at night. One of the night game i was down with some flu. And i was really afraid. Because i have heard that those who are sick they easily see those things. Ya, the xxxx thing. I heard it from last time the channel 5 xxxx show. But lucky dawn and i didn't see and hear anything.

i would never go xxxx again!

it was really a xxxxxnthat my com was down with some virus. Although it recovered somehow, but some of my songs were gone!

p!atd - lying is the most .... but it's better if you do
mcr - i don't love you .... cancer
fob - thanks for the memories

damn it. . .i got to re-borrow again!

next week school re-open. hope for the best prepare for the worse!

thanks for the memories by fallout boy

2007-03-31T16:52:00.001+08:00

This new song title is "thanks for the memories" by fallout boy. I think Patrick is kinda cute and the monkeys are mischevious, they behave just like the human. P! atd VS fob... I like both. I got the fob and mcr cds! Damn happy over it, i like the lyrics. Plus the mini poster in MCR album.

These few days got to stay home to rest. My legs and toes are aching. Next week got camp. Hope can be a successful one.

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa

i don't love you by MCR

2007-03-30T23:47:00.001+08:00

it's new video by the MCR. The white lady looks a bit scary. she's got a pair of bulging eyes. The black man is macho but too black, like a charcoal. it is really a tragedy when your partner doesn't love you anymore. But next one will be better, no need to devastate over it.

going to choose gems. Erm, i heard that the course that i am going to choose is DAMN HOT. Oh gosh, last semester i already missed it, so pray hard that i will be able to get it.

CWP

2007-03-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

today i went to meet ah yao first at cwp. Then it was rather crowded. And i saw someone looks quite familiar, but i have mistaken. I told her about it, and she replied "that is your type?" Lol, of course!" But he was with 2 kids, and a woman. Then we started to guess their relationship. At first ah yao guessed that they were couple with kids, then a lightning struck across me and i was dumbstruck. "No way! " But the woman looks like his mum to me. And she explained that it might be elder sis and young bro relationship. Then i was stunned. Luckily, one of the small kids shouted "2nd brother" to other guy and i was relieved. But that means he has 3 siblings! rather big family. . .His brother was tanned, but not as good as him. =that's wat ah yao said too =)

Because the eating place was too crowded, ah pek came in and kept staring at us in this direction. i sense something bad is going to happen. Ya... to "my surprise", he asked whether is there anyone sitting here. Then i said no, without considering much. We thought that maybe he just put his things there and buy some take-away stuff. But he didn't. We felt uneasy, cause "certain things " we wanted to discuss unable to do it. Cause there is an extra pair of ears hearing too... haiz. Then i don't dare to ask her xxxx till we got out of the place.

ah yao said she doesn't mind auntie or a lady sitting beside her, but not ah pek! She also welcome xxxx xxx which i agree too! Lol.

After that went to vivo, with qz and chris. Yup, i have a free meal from someone very generous. Lol... Keep on doing it i will have free meal. But thanks for the meal! Just make sure you won't do it again! vivo was big, my legs aching, especially my toes!

regarding the song in my blog, it is avril's song "girlfriend" in her new album. This song has alot of versions, including Mandarin, jap, spanish, italian, etc... But only in the chorus part. Maybe you can listen it too. I can see she works very hard, learning Mandarin.

Infinity on high. Yes! I'm going to collect it next monday. The day has come! Another exciting match next week!

what a coincidence! but i am going to believe you this time...

so many misunderstandings... but it is finally resolved!
don't keep on lying. it will be exposed one day.

Recovery

2007-03-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

it was terrible. . .it hurts...
i almost dropped dead.
I was down with illness for almost a week. It was killing me. I don't know what was cause of it, but it was really a terrible incident. All i could remember was vomiting and no appetite for food. The chicken porridge. The fish porridge. I couldnt eat any oily food. I could only eat porridge. Not even a bowl of it. The aroma of those tasty food didn't carve me. I went to see the doctor twice. And finally got much better. I stayed at home for a week, and i hardly could read a book.

It really made me realise that when you are healthy, you really got to cherish the days you have. You got to learn to take care of your health. When you are down with illness, then you will regret why you didnt do this, do that. I just hope that in the future i will die with no regrets.

today i went with ah yao and her bro's stead to watch movie. Mr Bean's holidays. Damn hilarious. It's really a two-thumbs up movie you really got to watch. It triggers me to go to France and learn french besides spanish. I tried to laugh out loud, but it seemed like no one was laughing out loud, so why should I? I just bear my laughter, and continue to watch. This movie makes me feel so much better after i've just recovered.

Teenage mutant ninja turtle is going to show... feel like watching it.

I don't know why you didnt reply my message. You know who you are...

The wedding

2007-03-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i had a sumptuous meal... First at my cousin's house, eating buffet. I came in late, so didnt see the tea ceremony. I heard that the bride was gorgeous with the make-up on, so just missed it.

it was my cousin's wedding yesterday...

After that went back home and dressed up. Cause later on have to attend the wedding dinner. THe dinner was at Ritz Carlton, so got to wear something nice, i supposed. Cause my parents said this place is a six-stars hotel, so got to wear smth decent. I wore a polka dots dress, abit retro. And my sis helped me put the makeup, and i really cant stand not to blink just for 3 seconds. So when she did the mascara for me, i kept on blinking and she snapped me. I really don't like to put on mascara so when there is special occasion then i will put it on. My sis bought the shisedo cleansing foam... i shld have bought it... but. haiz... next time ba.

We went there by car and Ritz Carlton was near the esplanade. When we went it, the place was quite grand, and those waitresses walking around holding the drinks to serve the guests. Some of the ladies were gorgeous, some wore as if they going to perform Latin dance, others were just simple and sweet. Some guys wore the coat with jeans and other dressed rather smartly that my eyes can't take off them. My sister said some guys wore until like ah beng. Maybe some.

Then we went to the toilet and i was rather shocked and amused. I've never been to a toilet so grand and shiny. haha...There is so many lights and as if the place was made of gold. But i know it wasn't. There is even a couch in the toilet! So clean...and the there is even towels in the washing area. There is even a properly attired lady directed us to the toilet. I always watch this on tv and never have experienced it myself. So it is really an eye-opening for me! Maybe i abit "su ku".

We went in for the dinner. The atmosphere was there... with those colourful holland roses which made the place rather romantic. But i expect the place to be more grand... i was stunned when the bride and the grooms made vows... Hmm...cause i've never seen this happened during the dinner. But is really quite sweet when the groom said to the bride that he will take care of her forever and ever... till the day he dies... I could see the sincerity. Cause it takes alot of courage to tell your true feelings in thousands of eyes staring at you. I think that this new couple had a memorable and sweet wedding yesterday...

About the food! Erm..not bad actually. But the waitress sliced the food for us. It's good that we can eat it conveniently, but perhaps the amount or portion that we wanted to eat is not met. But i like the marinated chicken with some special sauce, cold dish, sharks' fins soup also. Abit disappointed with the abalone...haiz.

Then comes to the photo taking... Hmm...nothing special happened. jus take the photo only. I saw the brides' 3 brothers. Erm they wore the same suit, and look smart. The brides' parents maybe like to dance or they are dancers! They shld participate in the dancefloor.

So we reached home about 12:30am.

Today my mum sprained her leg while she is going to work. Got to accompany her go see doctor tmr. Hope she recovers soon...

Whatever

2007-03-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

today got alot of things happened. At first i was very furious. Then i dont know whether i shouted on the phone or not. I guess i didnt right? Lol... Jus raising my voice A BIT only. Haha. Erm i think i shldnt say who is the person that i pissed off... haha. One's reputation is rather important.

Anyway, my mood sort of like changed from boiling point to normal, so at jp i wasnt angry anymore. And qz and i did smth that rather embarrassing... erm. haha. . . we were like kept on digging smth. I think the shop assistant will hate us to core... But another ppl also do it... so it's okay! But the place was really crowded, we have to squeeze thru here and there. haiz. but it was worth it! i bought a skirt.

Erm after that chris treat us for dinner! haha. We went to pizza hut. So i ordered haiwaiian pizza (my fav!) ... it was damn nice! simply delicious! ya...haha. Hope that chris contd to XXXXXX and we can enjoy it more in the future! lol...

actually today i watched hua yang... then i saw wu zun's reaction when he found out that rui xi was also in the hot spring. Erm, some sort like sei sei...haha. then ah yao said it is common reaction for all guys... then i jus laughed at what she said. then that jiro also...rather funny.

Whatever

2007-03-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

today got to know a few of my classmates' results... some are freaking high. that is wat i can say. Ya, begin to feel inferior about it. But no point to think about it lo.

Ya, i agree that this is the only choice. So let's be normal and get back what we used to be.

Btw...i really diao by someone said smth. Someone told me that "shen le" in the hua yang looked like Ming dao!!! But it is not! They looked so different! Omg... how can u say that is Ming dao? Haiz. So i am going to clarify here that 'IT IS NOT!' So it will be good that i wont hear this anymore. Cause my reaction quite big abt it.

Ya...despo! for the call. . . haiz. No choice, our fate is in the God's hands. So let's pray for a better tomorrow!

sad

2007-03-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

this morning i was devastated, i know this day will happen. but i wasnt prepared for it. or should i say i cant be bothered about it? I already numb. almost want to cry. but no point crying...what for? it's abit too late.

today went out somehow cheer me up abit, it takes time to heal. But for how long?

Now waiting for a call... hope will cheer me up and able to get over it.

nw i may sound very sad, but i am able to get over it...

perhaps in the future.

to

2007-03-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was tired. Going back to school for the game trial. at that time, i was reading a book, and finished it yesterday. This book is rather interesting, and i was smiling while reading it on the train, i think the passengers may think that i have gone crazy. Who cares? they wont remember your face and you wont see them anymore anyway... The story was like this: A divorced woman, Liz met a charming guy, Peter in New York and they begin to date. Peter was in bionic, so he was rather busy with his work, and he didnt want Liz to be lonely when he had to fly to California. So, he cloned himself, and this clone called "paul" to accompany Liz while Peter was away. Paul looks exactly the same as Peter except the fact that they have different characteristics. So, Liz somehow begin to fall in love with Paul but paul was just a clone. She was very confused, and in the end she found that Peter was the one she truly loves.

I like the ending, but it will be "very interesting" if a human and a clone together. How it is like?

Actually yesterday i was toking to ah yao on the phone...till 3am ba? we got a lot of things to chat. She always mention abt wu zun and i also mention abt ming dao. Lol... but she told me smth, and i was like dun know what to do. Actually i dun quite really understand what happened. Someone wrote smth and i dont really understand what the person wrote. I somehow think it shld be this thing but i am not sure the person means the same thing or not. Or i interpret wrongly? I was like playing guessing game. My mind keeps on thinking the positive and the negative. I think that person is busy, so never try to ask, just dont wan to disturb. How i wish i can read a person's mind. Then i no need to be so vexed about it le.

Tmr going to release result. I dont know why today i dont feel nervous. Maybe i slack at home for too long become numb le ba. But i somehow worried. Worried that tonight i cant sleep, worried abt tmr result, worried! Haiz, but reading books and comic will cheer me up a bit. So i wont think too much and wait for the day to come...

ho

2007-03-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

"infinity on high"

today went to pray then to my cousin's house...also known as ah yao's cousin house. it is really a coincidence, my cousin and her cousin got married, then they bought a flat at woodlands. Her house quite big, got 5 rooms. Ah yao's cousin quite friendly and the food that they prepared also nice. I have eaten alot, sure gona gain weight again. haiz!

after that, some of my relatives went to my house for new year. then helped my mum to prepare food also. i dont know how to cook, but just helped her to prepare those ingredients. In the future i want to learn how to cook, dun know why. Just got the feeling to do. Perhaps seeing my cousin cooked those chicken curry, fried nuggets triggered me to do so. Owing to that, always eat outside food also not healthy and quite expensive.

at 5pm, i watched wzbqw. I wont forget the time...haha. It's quite sad that when tianyu's family wanted to "throw" dang ou away. But dang ou knew their plot. Haha... he looks cute when he turns into dang ou, so innocent and blur. Then when he turns back to jun hao, so cool and man.

Today is also fallout boy's concert in Singapore. Haiz... cant watch, jus have to stay at home listen their songs can liao. their cover of the album quite nice and colourful. it's still not out yet in sp... got to reserve fast once it's out in sp, cause got a bunch of ppl sure went to reserve it. Or else i have to wait for another semester again, just like the fergie's album.

result is out next wednesday. Of course panic! hope for the best but prepare for the worse. i really hope can pass all the modules. *pray hard*

"a genius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration".

haiz

2007-03-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

actually ytd i somehow "quarrel" with someone. i dun know shld i say we quarrel or not, cause we like so called get back to normal after the quarrel. i know it is my fault to throw temper. but i try to change... haiz. yesterday was a bad day for me.

today i read finished 2 comic books. left with 3 books! think i am going to read finish all le! chris! next time u lend me 5 books instead...or 10 books also can... but i dun think i am able to carry everything all home. think tmr go back sch to borrow some storybooks to read, or else going to bored to death at home. Fallout boy's new cd is not out yet in the library. think going to wait again.

ya...begin to despo. like wat ah yao said. . . hope find one soon.

haha

2007-02-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

It's quite a long time that i didnt blog. These few days i went to my relative's house for Chinese New Year, and of course received ang baos. Some of the red packet's design quite cute like got hello kitty, pig...but i didnt count how much i have "earned". Cause after the first 3 days of new year, i went for the medic course for another 3 days. I think i have gained some weight after the new year, cause i kept on eating and drinking those cny tidbits. haiz, think got to work harder to expend my calories.

after new year i went for the medic course. I have learnt alot of things like CPR, resue breathing, how to save the person when he/she is choking, bandage the wounds, etc. On the first day i feel very tired cause have to attend the lesson at 8:30am to 5:30pm. Somemore the place is at chinatown mrt station there. So got to wake up early to reach there. Then i was stunned when the instructor told us that on the last day we will have a test. If you didnt pass, you got to retake, and the fee is $50. The worse thing is that u got to "master" the whole thing within 3 days! then i was damn stressed at that time...almost have hypertension... but the instructor very humorous, he is really a joker arh. Most of his lecture i kept on laughing at his lame jokes. Laughed until my stomach pain. Lol...but enjoyed his lesson. Not like those boring lecturer that everyday put you to sleep. During the practical, i was abit struggled with the CPR, especially the steps. Abit confusing. . . so when i went back home i use the "san soon's pig" to become my patient to practice CPR, resue breathing. Abit diao arh...but i cant find any soft toys liao. So i closed my room door before i practice. Or else my mum or sis will think i gone mad liao. Lol
So the second day i got to know new friends and find that most of them are friendly and nice. Then i studied the theory and practical until almost wan to cry. Cause so many arh!!!

Then on the third day i was half-dead. Cause not enough sleep, then my eyes hardly opened. Haiz... then i practiced the CPR twice. Almost out of breath liao. I think one day i will do CPR halfway and faint and wait for other ppl to rescue me. Lol. Then when the test started, i was damn nervous, and first four went in to do the CPR then recovery position. That R.P needs to have a person to become the patient in order to perform and the examiner asked me to call one more person to take the test. So i went in to the class and asked one more person to take the test. Then got another person tell me smth that at first i heard until very blur, then after that i was diao abt it la. When i went in, i think i am too nervous, said the thing very fast and forgot some steps. Fate arh!

After that was the first aid test. This test i was not very confident. Cause my bandaging sucks arh. Somemore forget this forget that... haiz. Each of us got a case study. Shld i say lucky? I got a case study which is pretty easy de as compared others who got to bandage the person almost the whole body. Mine is abt the accident de, head injury, fracture left ribs and left fernum bleeding. Lucky mine is conscious, so is rather easy to deal with. But i think i too nervous le, instead of saying "sir, i am going to stabilise your left ribs", i said "sir, i am going to fracture your ribs." Stupid arh... i almost wan to laugh out loud. so embarrassing! Almost wan to whack the patient. haha...But the rest ok arh...so not much problem.

But i think that this course is rather useful and enjoyed myself. I passed the course and is really a relief for me. Everyone passed the test. Even though jus only three days, i learnt alot of things and i think is worth it.

finally can rest.

yay

2007-02-17T15:40:00.000+08:00

his height: 183cm!
reading magazine... lol

today is chinese new year eve! tmr is new year le

erm a bit excited... later evening going to my ah ma's hse

then countdown also at there countdown

i think tonite going to stay up very late and watch the countdown and help my mum to pray also.

Hope that this year will be a prosperous and happy new year.

jus now found two pics... nice right? haha.

haiz

2007-02-16T13:28:00.000+08:00

macho!
So cute..think is from an advertisement

Yesterday i went out with wl to shop. Supposingly i meet her at 1pm, then in the end she called me in the morning to acc her go tp. Then i meet her at wdl interchange and she told me that she not sure wan to go tp or not. So she suggested to play "scissor, paper, stone" to decide. If i win, we not going to tp and vice versa. Lol, i am quite good at this game de lo, so in the end i won! So instead, we went to long john to eat first then go orchard. When i was eating, she then chat with me abt her crash. She good lo, when talking to me her eyes dun kn see where lo... shld at least respect me ma. Haiz...

Then i acc her go far east, heeren, wisma, taka to find her cny clothes. Got a lot of things happened! She did smth... i also did smth... I dun think i shld say it here. I think only three persons kn... wl, me, ah yao. It is kinda like reputation thingy. Haha, by right ah yao shldnt know de, but ytd chat with her on phone so i jus tell her wat happened lo... then we gossiped abt 3 hrs ba. lol...lucky wl dont have a blog...or else if she know ah yao also know...i think she gona kill me.

Oh ya! on the way i saw holland v de xiao xin! Omg... At first from far i nt very sure is him. Then when he walked pass me i was so ~ excited. Haha. He is really shuai arh.. then wl said me "so high for what?" haha, but this was my first time to see him in real person ma, of course excited. But i didnt ask for his autograph. cause i nvr bring any pen and paper. lol... think next time when i go town i will bring pens and papers jus in case. Lol!

If is ming dao, i will faint for sure... lol. I think is over excited that i fainted...haha.

tmr finally can rest! these few days i kept going out. Until my legs very pain lo.

here

2007-02-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

This pic is my fav! So suave and cute!
Look at his eyes...so charming!

today is valentine's day. For some it maybe be a happy day for them but for the others maybe a sad day. Yesterday i heard perfect 10 then i realised it. It is really true. But i think that valentine's day is not the day just for couples, but it is also a day that i can spend more time with family and friends.

I found some Ming Dao's pics... Damn nice and shuai! especially his eyes...can "electric shock" me lo...Lol. If i see him in real person, i think i goin to get excited and faint lo. Lol... I wonder today he spend the valentine's day with who. His gf? That time he claimed that he is single, but duno true or not. Lol...anyway, if he got gf i also not surprised. But he now 28years old, don't know when he going to settle down. Hope not so soon ba... Lol. Or else i will sad dao~

Just now chat with my frenz. I think he is very sad cause he just broke up with his gf. Then he act as if nothing happened, still can joke around. But it is really very hard for a person to "heal" when they have left their loved ones. He told me that in the past he have done a lot for her, and i can see he really care abt her. I also can understand how he feels, but it is really very hard for me to console him, cause i nvr encounter such an incident before. But i hope he can forget the past and start afresh.

That time chat with wl on phone. At first she was very sad, but after that she was very happy when she told me about her crash. She told me that her crash very handsome, caring, nice guy. I heard le also feels that he is not bad. Then i told her to go for it, but she said that guy treat her as a friend only. Then really have to leave with fate liao lo.
Then she told me her working place saw that zikang, that i was very excited and she contd to tell me about other shuai ges like UTT, others also.

Just now pass thing to ah yao... diao, i jus anyhow wear a t shirt and a short to meet her. Then she gave me a diao face and said diao. . . Izzit she diao about my dressing? Aiya, jus my house downstair, and anyhow dress lo. Lol... I still rem your dressing lo that time. Your fav fruit...Pink pink" haha. U shld kn what i am refering to...

Got one song very sad, that i watched that song's mv. Watched le until wan to cry. Very sad lo...Haiz. Dont know why now watch those sad shows or songs can cry very easily. Haiz

Tmr is thur. CNY's eve is coming. Very excited!

Sunday

2007-02-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to parkway parade with my sis and her bf. We went there by his car so reached there quite fast. We first went there to shopping, and i bought myself a shirt from topshop, cost abt 29 bucks. quite ex...but worth it. There quite crowded also, alot of foreigners. I feel abit extra there.

after that at night went out with my parents to my aunt's house at bukit panjang... then went to nearby shops. Erm, nothing to buy lo. I still left with one set of clothes and some accessories havent buy yet. Haiz.

wl finally reply me. erm she is not doing well for her eng, but other subjects ok. she said she only can choose engineering courses at nyp. wish her luck ba.

after that i going to my grandma hse. soon bian go there jogging. There got one garden, and jog there also can see alot of dogs and terrance houses. Some of the terrance houses very nice, some of it very big lo. Hm...i wonder wat it is like living this kind of house.

haha

2007-02-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

F.O.B

Ming dAO

I've changed the blogskin! The previous blogskin i used it for 3 months le ba. So finally i have time to change it. Erm i feel that this skin maybe a bit boyish, but i jus like it. Very blue... And sometimes my mood also very blue...lol

Aiya, i dun know next week have time to return the cd ma... It is due next wed. Haiz... but i still mus return it before wed. Just now i went out with my parents to cwp to buy cny stuff. Saw my sec sch pe teacher with his family. Erm i dun think he saw me. I was just a bit shocked to see someone looked so familiar. Bought a lot of stuff, those drinks, sweets, tidbits lo.

Tdy is the release of o level result. Erm i did sms wl how she is doing. but she didnt reply me. A bit worried for her. . .Hope she reply my msg soon. a bit relief that my the other frenz also doing well.

Jus now looked at some pics... Erm ming dao's pic again. And also Fallout boy. F.O.B's new song "it's aint a scence, it's arm race" very nice. The first time i heard it on the radio i already like the song very much. Jus now i watched the music video, quite nice. Next time i will put it up here. MCR's "famous last words" also not bad. But i jus remember one sentence "where's your heart?" in the song, but the whole song very rock.

CNY is ard the corner! I havent bought my second set of clothes, necklace, etc... nvm, next tue go taka buy. Hopefully got smth that suits me.

Toking abt results, i think my result is released in March ba. Btw, F.O.B is coming to Singapore at 3rd March! Arrrr! I wan to go! I was very shocked when they are coming to Singapore. Hm...But i dun think i have the chance to see them. Haiz...Nvm, jus listen to their songs i am contented le.

I think i am going to cut hair. Especially the front hair... a bit messy. cha 8 cny shows all cannot make it lo. Haiz... cha u gona show hua yang shao nian shao nu. think gona be a very nice show... yay. cha 8 de 7pm show gona change to a hk drama, think gona be a boring one. Lucky cha u going to show hua yang, or else i will bored to death.

the rest of the days dun kn how to spend.

kk

2007-02-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

today went to chinatown with qz, chris and chris's mum. I think we spent almost about 1 hour plus trying out the clothes. I got saw some clothes i like, example the skirt, tube dress, spagehtti dress. Erm in the end i bought the spagehtti dress de, about 25 bucks. It is black colour, and i rem they said that cny shouldnt wear black or white colour, should wear some colourful de. But i really like that dress, i dun think my parents will mind de. I jus have to wear it on the first day of new year, cause my relatives quite modern, wont say anyth. haiz, actually we havent shop finish chinatown, still got alot things havent see. I think i gona buy a necklace with my dress. I aldy bought a wa wa shoes, but i want to buy another pair.

When we abt to go home, we went to eat dinner. Chris's mum very good, treat me for dinner. Haha, qz, u shld go dinner with us ma. We went to the shop called 'jia cha" and ordered the wonton mee. Really nice the noodle, cost abt 5.90 bucks per bowl. Erm got char siew, dumpling, prawn, veg, and a soup. The chilli also not bad, chris almost wan to eat up the whole bowl of chilli lo . Lol... Her mum really friendly, i think chris is fortunate to have a nice mum.

Yesterday saw some nice nail polishers. I rem got one blue colour de look nice, but i didnt buy. Next time then buy ba.