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Friday, July 15, 2005

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Today really unlucky. My maths test really sucks... If my coughing didnt happen, i wld have pass my tesst! Shi*T! I found gt a lot of careless mistake which is really damn. Today really my worst day!

Dont spolit my mood anymore ! haiz. Today was also my O-LEVEL CHINESE LISTENING COMPREHENSION. Really hard loh. My mt teacher had gone thru her own ans wit us, some qns my ans were different fro hers. But, some 1 of her ans i dun really agree lah, anyway, i tell myself that her ans(s) may not be all accurate, right? You mean i consoling myself??? nope... Jus wan to have confidence in myself. Die die the REAL ANS is not out yet, i wont believe the truth.
After O-level , it was raining heavily. Is the heaven telling us that he also thinks that the exam was hard?? It jus my own thinking. . .

Sometimes, i really thinks that friends can be scary.. You sms her, and she seemed not to reply u fast. She will tell you thousands thousands of reasons and you have no choice but to say... "OH, REALLY?'' But in my heart, i wld say ' Are you lying? has i offended you?' One will claim that she is busy, am i seemed not busy to you?? Not asking you out, you say i dun wan to go out wit you. Now i ask you out and you reply and say not free. Hm... ... how am i supposed to go out with you the nxt time? I really dun kn wat my friends are thinking sumtimes. I am a frank person, jus dun like you dun tel me the truth or like to WASHY, kept on dragging. it irritated me.

I felt that if you ask me do you have best friends? i wld say perhaps 1 or 2. Primary sch frenz will understd you better, and one wld chat wit you, having the same thinking as you. I sumtimes i feel that friends having now, there is really a gap. Although we seemed to be going together, but once the sch is over, we wld nvr contact. That is why i jus prefer friends living in Singapore or perhaps the local. Cause it is easily to contact and we can tok abt anyth we wan. When tok abt good looking or suave guys, my pri sch frenz wld chat ard and it is so fun. Not boring at all. Life is that exciting. ..

Jus hoping that after secondary sch life, i wld enjoy better life in the future...

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